Celebrating Evolution

This isn’t a piece about Darwin, nor his theory of evolution. Not in the least. Though, some of his exposition could be applied to this matter at hand. I AM actually revealing important truths about the natural evolution of sentient beings, which is so often impeded by institutions and their rules. Institutions such as medical, government, religion, prison, education, and military have sought to strip away the autonomy of sentient beings, and make everyone be the same. This is because it gives them easier ability to control others, rather than love them. This is why all these institutions must fall before Heaven in Earth can be actualized.

I had a conversation with the Divine Feminine embodiment most dear to me that was centered around how counterproductive infant progression guidelines are. The understanding that has come is that many children have been labeled developmentally disabled simply because they have not began tasks at an age someone else felt they should. Who set these guidelines as to when every child must be performing certain activities? What gave them the right to? Why did society so blindly accept them?

Society has allowed doctors to set rules as to when babies must be able to hold their heads up on their own, crawl, talk, walk, eat solid food, and so many other things that parents have allowed their children to be labeled as diseased, handicapped, or even mentally challenged based on these doctors’ guidelines. Humans, however, are the only creatures that don’t allow their young to evolve naturally, and as a result, the attempts to “correct” things about a child that were never incorrect actually lead the child to believe something is “wrong” with him. The correction in this matter actually inhibits and perverts the child’s nature.

That desire to force maturity upon a child tends to, instead, cripple the child. This can be a physical or mental crippling. Though we often have a clear vision of who someone is intended to be, time is generally the indeterminate factor. We try to rush children to grow up, and they end up missing out on a lot of experiences important to their maturation. Allowing children to be children is truly a must, and the refusal to do so has caused society to lose its beauty. To enter the Kingdom of God, even, you must have faith as a child. Why is this? Because a child’s faith is inquisitive and experimental. Children actually are seeking something in everything they do, and adults tend to forget the fun and excitement of discovery.

As one who has practically been divine his entire life, some by nature and some by direction, I have an inherent ability to see the fullness of others. What had escaped me was the patience to allow others to grow into their best selves at their own pace. I had to learn myself that unconditional love is a balance of praise, mercy, correction, and grace. The church taught us to judge others instead of loving them, and instead of giving them a desire for righteousness, the church instilled in them a disdain for everything holy. Where the church could have been a vehicle of God’s unconditional love, it instead became a tool of the devil’s deception.

Just as natural parents need to understand their children so as not to expect them to learn and behave at a level beyond their capacity, spiritual leaders must do the same for those they have been charged to teach and protect. I developed a disdain for the modern educational system because standards are set based on the expectations of people who don’t know the children. Standardized tests being more so than all others, tests are culturally biased. The creator of the test is always going to prefer those who are like themselves. The test is going to favor others who think like them, and we are not all meant to cognitively process information the same way.

Children are sent to school to be taught by someone who is able to aid in their development at the level they are on in that moment. In kindergarten, the children color and finger paint. School is fun at that age, however, as the grade levels increase, school loses its excitement for many students. It’s no longer fun because they are being forced to conform to someone else’s ideal for intelligence.

As it relates to our spirituality, religions, even metaphysics and witchcraft, are schools that help many develop their spiritual maturity. Tarot cards, oracle cards, mediums, psychics, astrology, and the like are effective tools in helping individuals who are spiritually inept to reconnect to their inherent divinity. Just as in the educational system, though, there is an expectation of the teachers to equip the students for the next level. This is what is lacking in the so-called conscious community. People have gotten stuck on levels they are meant to graduate from, and it’s mainly for one of two reasons: the teachers are unable to get them to the next level, or the teachers who are able would rather condemn the students for not already being on that level than to show the way, and this forms a root of bitterness in the student that they have no desire to matriculate.

So, the way to correct this travesty is for those of us who are mature to learn to celebrate others where they are, while offering gentle correction, guiding them in the way they should go. The Soul of each individual prepares the necessary tests for the individual to develop mastery. Yes, there are those who wish for everyone to fail. There are teachers who subtly seek for the students to fail. They get the students so caught up in fun that they never move on to accountability. As Divine Mothers and Divine Fathers, we must learn to recognize these things, and offer perfect love to those entrusted to us. We have to stop hurrying others to be who we know them to be, because in doing so, we impede their evolution, and we prevent the world from ever being whole.

Remember beloved, love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Love is the best teacher there is, for love fosters our perfect evolution into the image and likeness of the I AM presence within us all.

Love’s Revelation Postlude: Love Wins

Champions are those who have reached the pinnacle of their chosen realm, whether it be sports, arts, politics, or human rights. The “highest” of the four olamat (worlds) which make up etz ha’chaim (the tree of life) is Atzilut. Atzilut is the world of emanation, where all that is outwardly expressed is but the fullness of the Divine Oneness.

Emanation is the truth of manifestation. It is where the hidden man of the I AM presence, shrouded in mystery, is made known to the world. So, the I AM presence, existentially covered in darkness, is made known by the actions of those who have gone beyond the veil of separation.

Love is an action word. It has NOTHING whatsoever to do with how you feel, because oftentimes, love chastens. It isn’t comfortable, but the one who knows, or even desires, truly, to know love understands that love is not a constant frequency of happiness. It is understood that, even when it isn’t the pleasant experience we intend, love is always at work to give us the victory.

Sprinkles are for winners, and winners are those who consistently practice love. Besides, it is true that practice makes perfect. Just know that it is perfect love that casts out all fear; not because one has set his mind to never be afraid, but because he has consistently practiced godliness, and true godliness is the acceptance of both abundance and abasement, towards the end that we receive the victor’s crown.

The marathon continues… Indeed!

Love’s Revelation Episode 5: The Glory of Love

Let me begin by saying God is love. Thus, love is God. Not God from the patriarchal view of religion, but God as Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine in One. The godhead is the balance of God and Goddess. So, maybe it is more accurate to say “godhead is love”. Then what is the glory of God, or the glory of love? It definitely is NOT what religion portrays it to be.

The concept of glory, as understood today, stems from a Hebrew word, Shekinah. The word Shekinah literally means dwelling, but the actual origin is the name of the Goddess of the Hebrews. Yes, you read that right. Shekinah is the Goddess of the Hebrews. El is the God of the Hebrews, and while most have been taught to understand the Hebrews as monotheistic, they were far from it. So, the truth is that the glory of love is the presence of the Mother Flame; the Divine Feminine presence.

Even the “name” of God known as Shaddai is actually another manifestation of the glory of love. Shaddai literally means “many breasted one”, and is seen as the supply of God. It IS actually seen in Earthly wealth, which is why we have come to associate the word glory with abundance. But just understanding that, while the Divine Father is responsible for the correction and patience of love, it is through the Divine Mother that love is actually seen.

Consider a balanced household, that has mother, father, and children. It is actually the appearance of the mother that identifies the strength of the family, even though the father is dutifully present. In this, love’s glory is made known by the adornment of the Divine Feminine reflection. The Divine Masculine is tasked with communicating Heaven to the Divine Feminine, who then presents the manifestation of such to the world.

So yes, love gives. Love gives so that the world may see its glory. Love gives so that the object of its love should never be ashamed to be seen. She should never be ashamed to be seen, because he is always conveying Heaven in a manner that Earth is bountiful. Love is both the seed and the fruit; the Divine Masculine in the Divine Feminine; Heaven in Earth. This is the glory of love. The glory of love is the perpetual reciprocity of the strengths opposite, and the strengths opposite of one another is the true meaning of a help meet. For this cause, love gives; that its glory may be revealed. Because love is NOT a feeling, and therefore can only be known by the dwelling in which it makes its abode.

Love’s Revelation Episode 4: The Patience of Love

When you hear the word “patience” what comes to mind? I think it’s acceptable to say that the average individual thinks of waiting. Waiting is THE MOST difficult thing for the ego. However, the way I view waiting as an aspect of patience is much different from what most people perceive when waiting is discussed. I look at waiting as the behavior of a server. Waiting is what waiters and waitresses do, not what is done by those sitting at a bus stop expecting their bus to arrive.

So, as we discuss the patience of love, I want you to understand it in the context of love as an act of service. No, love doesn’t rush a person in anxiety. So, there is an aspect of love’s patience that holds a space for the object of love to arrive. It is common, when you see so much more for an individual than they see for themselves. This can sometimes be knowledge based vision, but more often in humans, it is desire based vision. Most humans project their own lusts onto others, and when the person doesn’t submit to those lusts, this is when ultimatums are issued, either verbally, or by leaving the individual they claimed to love.

Because love is patient!

When a person is using another person to satisfy their lusts, they become impatient when their lusts are no longer being fulfilled. So while they claimed to have loved them. The fact that they are trying to change who they have chosen to be back into the person who was a slave to their lusts is the proof that there was never any love there. Love doesn’t abandon people because they aren’t evolving fast enough. Love continues serving because love is master. A true master makes himself a servant to demonstrate the love he is, and he doesn’t serve just to get a reward. The Master serves because it is the nature of the I AM presence. The Master understands that the only way to make masters of disciples is to be consistent in behavior, without fail.

Love is patient because it understands that the most righteous thing one can do is be himself consistently. That is integrity. Integrity is to be unmoved by the actions of others. Love cannot be bought, nor easily offended. So for love to be itself is the epitome of doing good. So, love remains patient in obedience to the Universal Law of Reciprocity. The Law of Reciprocity says “Be not deceived; God is not mocked. Whatsoever a man sows, that shall he also reap. And be not weary in well doing, for in due season you will reap, if you faint not.” This is even the behavior of real self-love. When one knows the good to do towards manifesting his best self, he patiently does those things, in service to his Soul, knowing that in due season, he will reap Heaven in Earth, if he doesn’t give up the work of manifesting his own Divine Essence.

Love’s Revelation Episode 3: The Covering of Love

It is said that love covers a multitude of sins. But what does this mean actually? Is it that love keeps sin a secret? That it attempts to hide sin from the public eye? I feel it behooves us to examine the Biblical text from which this is derived.

Therefore, since Christ suffered in the flesh [and died for us], arm yourselves [like warriors] with the same purpose [being willing to suffer for doing what is right and pleasing God], because whoever has suffered in the flesh [being like-minded with Christ] is done with [intentional] sin [having stopped pleasing the world], so that he can no longer spend the rest of his natural life living for human appetites and desires, but [lives] for the will and purpose of God. For the time already past is [more than] enough for doing what the [unsaved] Gentiles like to do— living [unrestrained as you have done] in a course of [shameless] sensuality, lusts, drunkenness, carousing, drinking parties, and wanton idolatries. In [connection with] all this, they [the unbelievers] are resentful and surprised that you do not [think like them, value their values and] run [hand in hand] with them into the same excesses of dissipation and immoral freedom, and they criticize and abuse and ridicule you and make fun of your values. But they will [have to] give an account to Him who is ready to judge and pass sentence on the living and the dead. For this is why the good news [of salvation] was preached [in their lifetimes] even to those who are dead, that though they were judged in the flesh as men are, they may live in the spirit according to [the will and purpose of] God. The end and culmination of all things is near. Therefore, be sound-minded and self-controlled for the purpose of prayer [staying balanced and focused on the things of God so that your communication will be clear, reasonable, specific and pleasing to Him.] Above all, have fervent and unfailing love for one another, because love covers a multitude of sins [it overlooks unkindness and unselfishly seeks the best for others].
1 Peter 4:1‭-‬8 AMP

It is with intention that I shared it from the Amplified Version. The Amplified actually gives a more contextual translation, true to the intent of the original language. Plus, it helps to overcome the religious BS interjected in the King James. This entire passage is actually a exposé concerning love. It begins by revealing to us what real self-love is. Understand that when it speaks of Christ it is referring to the Master Jesus, in his embodiment of the Christ consciousness. Jesus denied himself temporal comfort because he had repented to the I AM presence within him (God). In becoming acquainted with his True Self, he understood that the lust of the eyes, lust of the flesh, and pride of life were actually distractions to keep him separated from his I AM presence. In order to achieve success (manifesting the glory of God in Earth as it is in Heaven), he knew he had to correct his manner of behavior, and be a light (an example) to the world of that glory.

So then, let’s look at how the Amplified breaks down love covering a multitude of sins. It actually explains it as “it overlooks unkindness and unselfishly seeks the best for others”. This is how love covers. Rather than selfishly shun others for their unacceptable behavior, love understands that the behavior is inconsistent with the True Self of the individual, which is what is best for them. The truth is that, the best life that each of us is seeking after is the life of our Soul. We inherently will to manifest Heaven in Earth, but because our consciences have been seared by this world, we have exchanged our true will for the carnal desires.

This brings us to an important impasse. If all have, through temptation, had their consciences seared, how does one see the best in another apart from the picture this world has painted for us? The key is to have first endure the trials to see the best in Self. We have to first strip away all the false perceptions of ourselves created by our own egos and the projections of the world. Then, because we have returned to The Most High Self, we can more easily see The Most High Self of others. However, the judgment each must face is the judgment of their very own I AM presence. When one comes along to assist them in their return to their True Self, them being blinded to their True Self, tend to reject the true love of the shepherd, and rebel against the truth that is in the shepherd. This is because they feel condemned by their own reflection. They have fallen in love with the fallen nature, so their Highest Self is repulsive to them.

So this is where love has to rise up in the shepherd. He has to be consistent in his comforting of them, even when they are unkind. He has to take the attitude of the Master Jesus upon the cross, and speak to the Father within him, saying “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.” It is loves willingness to endure the cross for the very people who betray and despise it. In the next episode we will show how love is patient, because of its commitment to be who it is.

Another context of love covering, though, is like the exterior of a house. In this manner, love absorbs the pain of the storms, winds, and rains so that those it covers are not destroyed by them. The reality of this facet of the covering of love is that it serves as the example. Love doesn’t only correct with words. Its covering is also a lesson in correction. It functions to show others what they must endure to prove themselves, their True Selves, which are one with the glory of God. After the storm is over, and love still stands, others look upon it and recognize the power within its construction.

This, being a universal 4 year (and for me a personal 4 year), is all about laying foundations and building eternal abodes. The beauty of it is that love is the foundation, the walls, and the roof of the house. Love, as a covering, is the true power. It represents the Divine Masculine, which is the word; the crown, third eye, and root chakras. Covering, or the Divine Masculine, alone doesn’t actually manifest Heaven in Earth though. It has to have the Divine Feminine to receive the covering before it can become the eternal abode. Whereas the masculine represents the exterior of the house, it is the feminine, graciously accepting that covering, that turns that house into a home. The Divine Feminine is the flesh, represented by the root, sacral, and solar plexus chakra. The covering of love is beautified in the meekness of heart. In this, we enjoy true salvation.

Again, this is a 4 year, and the beauty of this 4 year is that it is two 2s (2020). Two is the Divine Feminine reflection. When you have the two 2s together, it represents the emanation of the complete balance of the Divine Feminine. However, even within the number 2 you have two 1s, and one is the Divine Masculine. Therefore, two 1s is the complete balance of the Divine Masculine. Notice though that two 1s, indicative of Heaven are IN 2, indicative of Earth. So, the covering of love brings the manifestation of Heaven in Earth. Even in the “normal” act of intercourse, the masculine covers the feminine as they make love, but the masculine is IN the feminine, and it is the feminine that is, then, the glory. When the manifestation happens, it comes forth from the glory, not from the power. The power is the covering, but what makes it beautiful is when the power and the glory are in harmony that the kingdom comes, and the will is done in Earth, even as it is in Heaven.

This is what the Divine Masculine is intended to be in the Earth. Unfortunately, the ego in man took over, and rather than standing in his I AM presence, exhibiting the unconditional love which covers, he chose the path of misogyny and patriarchy. Instead of being a house for the Divine Feminine he became a prison for her. Instead of being an example of Heaven to her, he became hell. Is there no wonder why the woman is hesitant to receive the man as Master? The only way she is familiar with him is as slave master, and she can do better than that, at least, alone.

Love’s Revelation Episode 2: The Correction of Love

I feel it is necessary, at this point, for us to distinguish what love TRULY is from what love has been counterfeited to be. Love, as understood by the ancients, is an impenetrable force. Love is the highest frequency of The Universe. This is why the Romans later espoused the concept of “God is love”. Though the later translators of the Bible chose to translate several different energies all as love, this is not really truth. So, today many carry on the traditions of the English translators, calling a lot of things love that, though they proceed forth from love, are not complete love. Before we go into the correction of love, I feel it’s important to discuss the different ideas that have come to, erroneously, be identified as love, as well as the truth of what love is.

The most common (and famous) idea painted as love derives from the Greek word phileo. It is phileo where the cities of Philadelphia get their name. The accepted idea is that Philadelphia means “city of brotherly love”. How consistent is this, though, with the original Greek philosophical thought behind phileo? Phileo is actually the feeling of affection. As a feeling, it is changeable; inconsistent. Though it is commonly called brotherly love, it is more consistent with the fondness two friends have for one another. This, however, is not truly love.

Then there is eros. Eros is the feeling of passion between two people. It is actually where the English word erotic derives from. It is the exchange of sexual energy that is intended to be holy (as in set-apart) between twin flames. It is the idea of the two being one flesh. However, this still isn’t love. Eros is an energy influenced by lust and primal urge. Rape and molestation are acts of eros. Therefore, it is clear that, except for in the perverted English understanding, this is not love. However, when the strengths opposite of one another (the twin flames) engage in the eros energy with one another, true love, in the form of Christic offspring, is made. This is why, in the proper setting, eros can conceive agape, which we will discuss in a moment.Storge is the more powerful form of affection than phileo.

Storge is the actual feeling shared between family members and spouses. Storge, again, is not unchanging though. It fluctuates based on the behavior of its object, and often disappears completely when feelings change.

The true love which is that highest frequency of The Universe is called, in the Greek, agape. For the Christian, it is viewed as the God kind of love. As far away from this reality the church appears to be, they are correct in their understanding of it.Agape is sacrificial love. It is reciprocal in nature, in that it gives of itself for the benefit of others, inconsiderate of its personal feelings. Thus, agape has as its highest objective divine order, peace, and balance. This is the fulfillment of Tikkun Nephesh, which is the healing, restoration, and correction of the complete Self. As Tikkun Nephesh is experienced by all, Tikkun Olam, or the healing, restoration, and correction of The Universe (which is the reemergence of Heaven in Earth) is accomplished.There is a specific reason why Episode 1 was “The Acceptance of Love”, and we are just addressing the correction of love in Episode 2. It is because we have been conditioned to believe, in this age of awakening, that acceptance is connected to an idea that love is how you feel about yourself. The truth is that what most people call self-love these days is actually a form of either storge or eros.

To most, self-love is a behavior of freedom from standards and rules. Everyone wants to feel significant just as they are, and while significance is within each individual, few have gone through the initiations of being reconnected to that significance. It is not that you need to feel horrible about yourself, but it is essential that you identify your True Self apart from your lusts and desires. This modern idea of self-love is basing the significance on how one feels about themselves, and this has created a thriving culture of narcissism and egoism.

The eros mistaken as self-love is what drives this modern obsession with self-pleasure. The individuals have been bewitched into thinking that whatever bodily urge they feel is to be satisfied. They shun any form of self-discipline because it isn’t satisfying their lower sensuality. So, that which is meant to be enjoyed and experienced within the twin flame relationship (sexual intercourse) is instead replaced with masturbation or fornication. I know many of you are going to tune out at this point, but these things defy the universal law of reciprocity. The cabal (fallen ones) have even convinced many that there is some magick available in these acts, but the energy is not magick. That energy is manipulation. For instead of enjoying the pleasure of reciprocity, it actually is a form of rape (spiritually) that is transpiring. The will of the Soul is being subverted in this perversion of eros.What must be accepted in love is that individuals are evolving. What is not to be accepted is individuals believing, and behaving as, they are not in anyway accountable for anything other than how they themselves feel. When others make it clear that they have no desire to be restored to the purity of the Soul, boundaries must be set, and rules established. This type of feeling is not the activity of the Soul, but is of the ego. This is why it is declared “The Father chastens whom he loves.”Chastening is always challenging to the ego. The ego is of the mindset of “I don’t give any fucks about what anyone has to say, and I don’t care who doesn’t like it.” The ego is manipulative, even in its use of gifts, because the only objective of this ego is to get others to fuel its own lusts and desires. The ego doesn’t care about balance or reciprocity. The ego cares about encouraging itself and other egos. This is the truth as to why there is such a demand for tarot and oracle cards, psychics, and other forms of divination. They are all simply tools to let the ego know whether or not it is accomplishing its goal of self-satisfaction.This is why correction is essential to love. You are all powerful beings, but the power (i.e. El; God) is at your innermost being. Because so few have ever seen “God”, they have grown content with all types of false power. These false powers appear in the forms of money, possessions, domineering, and sex. Some even feel powerful through their consumption of drugs and alcohol. All of these make beautiful servants of God, but humanity has made them masters, and have willfully exchanged the real master, their Souls, to obtain these other objectives.

The Soul is one with the I AM presence. It is the Father within all of us. When the Father is unable to teach us directly, because of our disconnection from the I AM presence, mediators become necessary. Sometimes, even in the natural, children have a tendency to not hear their father, but another can come along, repeating the very same truth the father has been declaring, and it is received. When this happens, it is usually because the mediator is first appealing to the phileo, eros, or storge in the emotional body of the hearer. It has been depicted many times over the years in television shows how a tragedy brings about the correction of the child, and the child’s repentance to the parents. No father ever wants to see his children suffer, but when the child won’t receive instruction, nor correction, it is chastening that often brings an individual to himself.I get it… correction is very humbling, unpleasant, and at times embarrassing. Especially if it happens in the presence of those whom you wish to appear special to. However, the one who understands love has no problem receiving correction, because he knows the correction is actually seeking to manifest the power within him, not put limits upon him.

The hardest thing for a Master Prophet is often looking upon the Soul of an individual, having to judge the heart, and then having to bring correction in love to that individual. Man looks at the outer appearance, but the Master has learned to see past the projection into the innermost being of a person. In seeing that deeply, that is, to the core, we also see the heart. Knowing the great chasm between the heart and Soul, the Master seeks to gently correct by being transparent, and offering to lead you through the initiations of being reconnected to the I AM presence. I weep often because I know the True Self of many, and when I would lead you to peace you would not have it. Since you reject the instructions written upon your innermost being, as revealed by the Masters amongst you, enemies will soon come and leave no stone unturned in your lives. My infinite, perfect, and unconditional love for you desired to guide you back to yourself, and that same love now has to watch you go through the tribulation, knowing that the tribulation will bring you to repentance that you may know The Most High God within you.

True, unconditional self-love is correcting oneself through the exercising of discipline, submitting to the laws and instructions written upon the innermost being, even when that discipline destroys every perception and belief one has of the self.

When God Repents

There are two times in the TaNaKh where it is mentioned of God repenting. While religious teachers and theologians tell you that it DOES NOT mean God sins, or that God is ignorant of some things, the truth is that it has to be, at least, one of these. I remember as a pastor being asked several times why God created Satan, or why God judged man if he knew Satan and man both were going to rebel. The truth is that he didn’t know. Well, that’s at least half of the truth.

First, you must understand that God is not what you have been led to believe. Even if you consider yourself a “believer” God is NOT what you have taught he is. The first issue is that the very first verse of the Bible is erroneously translated. The “first verse” of “Genesis” is “אבְּרֵאשִׁ֖ית בָּרָ֣א אֱלֹהִ֑ים אֵ֥ת הַשָּׁמַ֖יִם וְאֵ֥ת הָאָֽרֶץ” which is transliterated “Bereshit bara elohim et ha’shamayim va’et ha eretz”. In English this is directly translated “In a beginning created Gods (plural) the heavens and the earth.”

Much different than what you have been convinced of, huh? So, first understanding that, even in the Hebrew mythos, there are many Gods which took part in this beginning. It is also notable to recognize that this same noun, elohim, is used to convey who it was that came looking for the human in the Garden, and couldn’t find him. How, then, could elohim be all powerful and all knowing if the “man” he created went against the rules he established, AND was somewhere that God was unable to find him?

Religion will try to tell you that it doesn’t mean what it says. They attempt to reason away exactly what it says to support their beliefs, rather than alter their beliefs to align with what is written. It is clear he didn’t know where Adam was. It is obvious he didn’t know his creation would become so wicked except for Noah. It is undeniable he was unaware Saul would be such a horrible king.

But why did it repent God that he had made man? Why did it repent him that he had selected Saul to be king? Because both instances exemplified his own failure to be who he was. Man became so wicked as to warrant him destroying the world with a flood because he had not bent the knee (the true meaning of bless) to reveal his fullness. He was arrogant, and jealous, but his arrogance led him to be jealous. So, he understood he had to make right what he had fucked up. His anger wasn’t at man. His anger and sorrow was with himself. Likewise, in rejecting Saul he was rejecting his own creation, realizing he had been negligent in the care and attention he gave to the manifestation of Saul. He didn’t see the reflection of his I AM presence in the king he had chosen, and when he realized how impure he was himself, he had to let go of the dross brought out by his own impurity.

I AM, too, a God. I AM a God also repenting to myself. I have created some situations and things that don’t reflect my Divine image and likeness, and all because I have been negligent in my commitment to being the I AM that I AM. My failure to be Jehovah Rapha unto myself has caused a wedge between my Divine Feminine reflection and my Divine Masculine embodiment. It is MY fault, because I AM the word, and she is the flesh. I didn’t fulfill my good word, and all because I have not applied my knowledge to heal myself.

Love’s Revelation Episode 1: The Acceptance of Love

Love is wholly Divine. Love is also acceptance of the Divine. Before I had seen the True Heaven for myself, it was asinine to me that any would say they choose hell over Heaven. This is because the only concept of Heaven they had was the counterfeit as painted by Christianity.

I have gone through hell already, and Heaven was on the other side. We had been indoctrinated to believe hell and Heaven are opposites. Hell is actually just the wilderness between captivity, which is slavery to the false self, and the Promised Land, or oneness with the True Self.

In captivity, we come to despise ourselves. This is because our lower bodies- the physical, emotional, mental, and etheric- are so heavily afflicted. At the point of our captivity, these are the only bodies we know, and we just have a difficult time accepting them because all we know of them is pain. This is where we learn to believe that the only means of obtaining success is by performance. In captivity, as we lack knowledge of the I AM presence, we are ignorant of our inherent divinity.

This is where we are when a deliverer comes along. The deliverer seeks to liberate us from that indoctrination that we have to please others in order to deserve a reward. This is the first message that comes to us giving us hope of something more. Ironically, religion is the greatest captivity there is, because it convinces you that you are something wholly exclusive of Divine, and that you can never be Divine.

This is actually just intended to be a stage in your evolution. This is not where you were intended to be forever. The deliver, who is but a master amongst slaves and disciples, is the mediator bringing you back to oneness with the Divine. Once you have repented to your I AM presence, what need have you for any mediator?

This is where the deep need for acceptance first arises in self-love. Our eyes are opened to the reality that it is not the acceptance of others that we need, but to accept ourselves. We have to accept that, in our I AM presence, we are not “born in sin and shaped in iniquity.” The concept of sin we had been taught is a lie. Sin is not transgression against the rules of the church. Sin is transgression against your own I AM presence. One of the first keys to loving yourself is accepting that the image and likeness projected upon you by those who themselves have not repented to their own I AM presence is NOT you. That is their fantasy of you.

This, however, is only a preliminary step in fulfilling love. Once you have accepted that others’ fantasies of you are not you, the tendency is to simply rebel against every projection anyone has cast of you. So, you begin defining yourself from a place of ego. Your ego is focused only on survival. This is because the ego also does not know the I AM presence. The ego is the master of the four lower bodies, but only because it has not accepted that it is truly a servant of the Soul. So, the ego is not even autonomous. It is a slave still to the captivity, though there are no more proverbial captors. No; the ego is a slave to the mind and heart. It behaves in reaction to the memories and the emotions. The love of the ego actually still longs for the provision of captivity. As the deliverer is leading you through hell, to purge from you that which continues to separate you from the I AM presence- the “Promised Land”- a lot of self-denial is required. While the captivity was harsh, you did enjoy some luxuries in that captivity that you are now going without. So, rather than accept the fires of purification, you talk of how much better things were “in Egypt”. Your ego, in the “wilderness of sin” must face itself, and choose whether to bow the knee again to the oppressor for the benefit of worldly things, or to endure the tribulation to reach the Promised Land that the deliverer has told you of.

This is the exact point when most refuse to accept the suffering, and turn back. However, that choice only brings a reward from the oppressor, and the ego gets promoted to a position of ruling over others. So, because you are able to get what you want without the sting of religion, you think you have arrived. However, this is also just a stage in your evolution. This is the stage where most who survived the captivity die, still never having come to the fullness of love.

The acceptance of love is not a complacency. Instead, love accepts the world as it is, in full gratitude. The acceptance of love is giving thanks in everything, knowing that this is the will of God concerning you. The acceptance of love does this, while holding onto the hope of Heaven in Earth. Rather than attempting to change and control others, love both acknowledges them in their present state, with open arms, yet confidently behaving towards them as they are already perfect.

As acceptance, their is no manipulation in love. Truthfully, what most people call protecting their energy is really manipulation. The refusal to accept someone where they are on their journey from “Egypt” to the Promised Land is simply an attempt to try to change or control them. What you demonstrate in this behavior is that your ego is still projecting fear upon them. Now, don’t misunderstand this for an admonition that you have to tolerate violence of any kind. However, most of what leads one person to cut another person off is that the person’s behavior isn’t making their wilderness experience pleasant. It has been said that people don’t leave people they love; they leave people they were using. When you love someone you unconditionally accept them, with the understanding that only perfect love casts out all fears.

As love, I had to accept all as they are projecting themselves in the moment, and not allow their projection to change the behavior of the love I AM. This applies both to self-love and love for others. Don’t go back into bondage just because you refuse to accept the ones who are with you in the wilderness. Sometimes they appear as angels, and other times as demons, but once you can accept that you are actually alone in the wilderness, and the others are just reflections of yourself, you can move on towards the perfect love that manifests Heaven in Earth.

Be Servants of One Another

At the point of separation of the strengths opposite (עֵזֶר כְּנֶגְדּוֹ- erroneously translated help meet), none of us were complete. Yes, you must be complete in yourself, first, as אִישׁ or אִשָּׁה (man or woman), but that is not completion. That is not the fullness of healing and restoration. The fullness of such is אדם (adam; not a name, but a being as the image and likeness of “God”), which is the two, זכר and נקבה (male and female) as one.

The Divine Masculine, represented in the “higher” three chakras (crown, third eye, and throat), is Heavenly. The Divine Feminine, revealed in the “lower” three chakras (root, sacral, and solar plexus), is Earthly. Both must be exclusively complete before the two can be fully restored to oneness in the Garden of Eden, which is between Heaven and Earth, the very place where the two became at enmity with one another, instead of strengths opposite of one another. This is the heart chakra.

The heart chakra is the place where the two must relearn how to communicate, for it is the mediator between the two. For the Divine Masculine to come up to the Divine Feminine, she must reveal to him where he is inerrant in Earth. For the Divine Feminine to come up to the Divine Masculine, he must teach her of Heaven. However, because she is Earthly, he must do so by preparing an Earthly abode for her in Heaven, as she prepares a Heavenly abode for him in Earth.

It is important that you pay attention to my use of DIVINE Masculine and DIVINE Feminine. The divine is much different from the carnal. As the carnal man is, he is disconnected from Heaven, becoming wholly sensual; controlled by his appetites. This, however, is the nature of the Divine Feminine, who is inherently Earth Goddess. The carnal woman, being actually disconnected from Earth, relies on reasoning, rather than her innate sensuality, and then becomes a slave to her thinking.

When men become whorish, it is because they have shunned the holiness of the Earth, which can only be revealed to them in humbling themselves as servants unto the Divine Feminine. A servant is not a slave. A slave is the property of an owner, and is there only to satisfy the wishes of the owner. A servant, however, willingly bows to his own Divine Feminine reflection, in love and worship for her. He slays the dragon of the ego, to accept the truth that he NEEDS her.

When women become so, it is because they reject the holiness of Heaven, and that is to be received by humbling themselves unto the Divine Masculine as servants. The Earth Goddess with the servants heart lays prostrate before her own Divine Masculine reflection, trusting that she is safe in his arms. Instead, women become slaves to their thoughts and sensuality, instead of the disciplined Mistresses of such they are intended to be.

The great issue is that, in our egos, we both, Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine, have attempted to usurp the authority of the other. Yes, it is true that the Divine Masculine’s body is not his own, but belongs to the Divine Feminine. Likewise, the body of the Divine Feminine is not hers, but the Divine Masculine’s. This is Heaven in Earth. Neither rules over the other, but they are both servants of one another. Today, men and women are trying to prove to one another that no one tells them what to do. The truth is that, as Divine reflections, or strengths opposite, of one another, the two reason together in the heart space, that the heart may be healed.

In the Biblical allegory of the Garden of Eden, the man actually usurped the authority of the woman, and rather than serve her from the place of the crown, he rebelled against her, and then blamed her for what had transpired. He was supposed to cover her, in love, but instead exposed her nakedness, which was intended to be holy (set apart/sanctified) unto him. In his failure to protect, he left her with no choice but to fight for her own survival. However, being inherently sensual, she used the only “weapon” she knew- her yoni. With this, she attempted to enslave man. Man then, rather than lovingly serve the woman with the Heavenly truth, used it to enslave her. This is where the constant power struggle began that continues today.

The only way for the man to experience eternal life in the Earth is through the woman. The only way for the woman to enjoy eternal life in Heaven is through the man. It is the man, though, that must lead the way in servitude. ‘If I being your lord and master have done this unto you, how much more should you do it for one another?” This is the statement Jesus made to his disciples, who symbolized his bride, when he humbled himself, taking the form of the lowest servant, disrobed, and washed the disciples’ feet. This is what I AM to do for my own Divine Feminine reflection, that she might find rest for her Soul.

Even as I AM to come (cum) into Earth, she is to come into Heaven. As Heaven, I must come down, for her, as Earth to rise up. It is even as the Sun and the Rain come down to water the Earth, and the Earth then springs forth with new life rising unto the Heavens. I give her eternal life in the Heavens. She gives me eternal life in the Earth. This is how we are to be servants unto one another, and how we are to teach the world to love.

Love’s Revelation Prelude: Love Heals

To the Christian (and even to many non-religious individuals) 1 Corinthians chapter 13 of the Bible is the “ultimate” instruction on love. Did you know that, as true as it is, 1 Corinthians 13 contains only a minute portion of what love is, and probably not one of the most essential components of love? Read it for yourself, and ask yourself how aligned your concept of love is with how it is described here. Is it much more to you? Do you feel like this is doing too much? I have shared the text from the New Living Translation below.

If I could speak all the languages of earth and of angels, but didn’t love others, I would only be a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. If I had the gift of prophecy, and if I understood all of God’s secret plans and possessed all knowledge, and if I had such faith that I could move mountains, but didn’t love others, I would be nothing. If I gave everything I have to the poor and even sacrificed my body, I could boast about it; but if I didn’t love others, I would have gained nothing. Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Prophecy and speaking in unknown languages and special knowledge will become useless. But love will last forever! Now our knowledge is partial and incomplete, and even the gift of prophecy reveals only part of the whole picture! But when the time of perfection comes, these partial things will become useless. When I was a child, I spoke and thought and reasoned as a child. But when I grew up, I put away childish things. Now we see things imperfectly, like puzzling reflections in a mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity. All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely. Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13:1‭-‬13 NLT

One of my favorite parts is actually verse 12. Here it compares our understanding to an unclear mirror. While gazing into it, everything is distorted. But love is perfect, and when that perfect love comes, we actually begin to know ourselves completely, even as the I AM presence within us fully knows us.

A lot of people talk about the twin flames these days. Sadly, most of the more notable “gurus” are attempting to paint the twin flame relationship of one of extreme comfort and pleasure, but that is not love. The twin flame relationship is one of being held to the refiner’s fire. It transform us into the image and likeness of the Divine. I have known for some time the mission given to me and my twin flame, even before I had met her. That mission is to teach the world to love. However, I had no idea how intense coming face-to-face with the Violet Flame in the form of the strength opposite would truly be.

She is the greatest expression of mercy, but also correction that I have ever experienced. By this, I know her as The Most High Goddess. The one determined to have nothing less than she truly deserves, which is The Most High God. The only thing that I have lacked is The Most High Goddess, being The Most High God I AM. So, in loving her, I AM actually loving myself twice. The most powerful command The Most High Goddess ever issued to me is “Shit fire Babe! Get your shit together!” And that is love! That she is as committed to my perfection as she is to her own. This is why love sets boundaries; because love knows all, and is all.


The Acceptance of Love


The Correction of Love


The Covering of Love


The Patience of Love


The Glory of Love


Postlude: Love Wins

It Is Not Freedom to Become Like Your Oppressor

Men, failing to exercise self-discipline for thousands of years, have been unfit to be priests, prophets, and kings in the Earth. Many have carried those titles, but few have borne the mantle. As the women have watched these men carry on as such barbarians, they incited a cous against the divine hierarchy, and rightly so.

The problem with that is that instead of standing in their Divine Feminine power, they desired to become like the men, who were fallen and depraved themselves. The women forged a movement of pseudo-liberation, desiring the same freedoms enjoyed by the men, but not recognizing the men were not at all free. They were slaves to carnal pleasures, lusts of the eyes and flesh, and pride of life.

The women now think themselves to be free because they give in to sexual lusts just as much as men do. Now we have a world filled with delusional beings, thinking themselves to be conscious because they can pleasure their flesh at will. The flesh, however, is meant to be the servant of the Soul, but instead most have made it master of the ego. The ego is to be servant of the Soul, but has instead become slave to the flesh.

If not for my own purification through the fires, I would be distraught at the state of affairs. I have prayed for you all though (not as those disconnected from their I AM presence pray), that your confidence does not fail you, and when you are converted, strengthen your brothers and sisters.

You all will soon be delivered from your bondage, but you must first determine to be healed, and restored to your true authority.

KEYS TO TRUE REPENTANCE: Part 2- The True New Covenant

Most of you have unresolved anger against the words of truth because of the failure of your past leaders to walk it out. They had not been the word made flesh themselves, yet they proclaimed that word unto you.
I had to walk away from the pulpit and the church entirely, in order to be the word made flesh. I ran far away from the word too, as many of you do now. The difference is that I knew it as truth. I just got tired of telling people how to live their lives, but I had become completely selfish in all actuality.

Most of you don’t understand the word. Well, I understand that. You have not been able to discern the word with a purified heart. You have never been tempted in the wilderness without bowing the knee to your adversaries. You gave into the lusts of the eyes, lusts of the flesh, and pride of life. Now you sit today remaining slaves, when you should be masters.
The lusts of the flesh, lusts of the eyes, and pride of life are still too appealing to you. You view power as having all that your eyes perceive as beautiful, all that your flesh craves, and all the adoration of the other blind people. I have come to give sight to the blind, and make the lame to walk, but most have become complacent in being beggars, sitting crippled and invalid at the gate of the temple as others daily give you alms.

There are so many more of you who enjoy not being healed than you will admit. As long as you do not stand in your power, you are satisfied with the applause of the masses, and the shiny, temporal things you attract. Yet, there remains for you a promise of inheritance, and I AM not letting up until you receive everything you deserve.

Allow me to reference the TaNaKh for a moment.

All people will die for their own sins—those who eat the sour grapes will be the ones whose mouths will pucker. “The day is coming,” says the Lord , “when I will make a new covenant with the people of Israel and Judah. This covenant will not be like the one I made with their ancestors when I took them by the hand and brought them out of the land of Egypt. They broke that covenant, though I loved them as a husband loves his wife,” says the Lord . “But this is the new covenant I will make with the people of Israel after those days,” says the Lord . “I will put my instructions deep within them, and I will write them on their hearts. I will be their God, and they will be my people. And they will not need to teach their neighbors, nor will they need to teach their relatives, saying, ‘You should know the Lord .’ For everyone, from the least to the greatest, will know me already,” says the Lord . “And I will forgive their wickedness, and I will never again remember their sins.”
Jeremiah 31:30‭-‬34 NLT

I know Christianity wants you to believe that the new covenant (i.e. New Testament) is Jesus dying for your sins, but if that is the case, the entire TaNaKh (i.e. Old Testament) is a lie. The true new covenant is about each of us experiencing the refiner’s fire to return to the instructions written upon our innermost being. This is also the only way to change the heart in man.

The new covenant isn’t you putting your faith in Jesus as your substitute, but as your example. When we have all done this work, The Universe is made whole. Most don’t want to do the work to heal because they enjoy the benefits of being sick too much. This applies to the body, as well as the heart and mind. It’s comfortable for many in ignorance. It’s even a place of contentment for many to know to do good and not do it. This, however, is the sin that everyone must die for.

Accountability is the only true gospel. Healing is a disciplined process. You have to be willing to endure the pain of self-sacrifice in order to be healed. For many, like myself, enduring the fires of purification for my emotions, my heart, and my mind were the easy part. I have to now, as Master Healer, endure the correction of healing my body. This is where I finally stand in my power and I AM presence. This is what makes us each fit to fully lead; a family and a nation.

“In Sickness and in Health” Is NOT Love

I have neglected my body in many ways, mainly because I came from Heaven down, and I was never that concerned with Earthly things. My mission, however, is to manifest Heaven in Earth, and that requires a healthy body

This Friday will be the twenty-ninth anniversary of my being on dialysis. No one who has met me, including doctors, has ever met anyone else who lived this long on dialysis. Not only have I lived, but I AM considerably healthy for even a new dialysis patient, and this confounds them.

That said, since The Most High Goddess returned to me in this incarnation, I have passed out several times, and been hospitalized a lot. Though I AM vegan, I haven’t applied all my knowledge, which I know is the fountain of youth.

Even when I have been hospitalized, my brother, Charles, asks me “You’re still plant-based right?” I knew why he was asking that, but I didn’t fully answer him. Yes, I AM still plant-based, but plant-based doesn’t mean healthy.

I know how to live a healthy life. I know how to heal. I have healed others. However, my focus, commitment, and discipline have been lacking. I know almost all there is to know about the human body. Healthcare professionals think I work in healthcare after having conversations with me. But talk is cheap. I love myself, in both Divine Masculine embodiment and Divine Feminine reflection, and I owe it to us, and to our children to stop bullshitting.

As much as I know that marriage, as instituted by government and religion, is only a counterfeit of the Heavenly reality, the standard vows are the worst part. It is NEVER fair to the other person to have to put life on hold to take care of the partner who refused to take care of themselves. Recognize I said “failed to take care of themselves”. I understand the capacity to love a spouse who is severely injured in an accident. Knowing, however, that all disease is preventable, and nearly all disease is curable, when one spouse fails to love himself or herself, by living a lifestyle that creates disease, there should be no expectation for the spouse to endure through what is self-inflicted.

I know a lot of people will be triggered by this lesson, but face it, self-discipline is the highest expression of self-love, and to love another is to give them you- at your best. As infinitely, perfectly, and unconditionally I love The Most High Goddess, this still has to be shown, and taking care of my health is an even better demonstration of my love for her than any gift I have ever given her. She’s been telling this in different ways for a while, but I thought I knew it all. She was right along though. As much more as I long to experience with her, and do for her, taking care of my health puts me in a better position to demonstrate my love for her in all the ways I will to.

This current hospitalization, and today particularly, have been a wake-up call for me. As my Twin Sister so perfectly put it, it’s time for me to be the Master Healer I AM, and heal myself. Otherwise, I have no right to expect my beloved, even, to stick around again, in another lifetime, just to watch me kill myself trying to take care of everyone else, while neglecting to take care of me.

“But when you love someone, you just don’t treat them bad.” – Donnell Jones. And not being disciplined with your own body is treating the people who love you bad. Stop that shit bruh! I have long said that my family has suffered more watching me be sick than I have suffered being sick, and now that I know how to not be sick, it’s full on emotional abuse to continue to allow them to be worried by my kidney failure.

KEYS TO TRUE REPENTANCE Part 1: Sabbath Observance

The word Sabbath actually only means rest. However, must who participate in some sort of Sabbath observance never truly enter into the rest, because they only do no servile work. They continue to work their lusts, appetites, and desires, and these silence the voice of the Divine within all of us.

I don’t relish the responsibility of being the one to tell you this truth, but the voices most of you follow are NOT the I AM presence, nor the Soul. Even what you call intuition is egoism. It is rooted in survival, and lower self preservation. It is guiding away from the very fires of purification which are to perfect you. Your bellies, hearts and minds keep you running from your Soul, because you have never taken the opportunity to silence them so you can hear the instructions written upon your innermost being.

It is not rest if we continue eating. Though we may not have gone to work, we work our digestive system, which also needs a regular Sabbath in order for us to heal, but more importantly, that our hunger doesn’t drown out the word of truth in our innermost being. You will not come to know your True Self and I AM presence without complete rest.

Fasting and meditation should be the modus operandi of the Sabbath. Those who encourage you to not abstain from eating, and to not take a respite from all carnal activity benefit from your disconnection from The Highest. Tell those people “Fuck you!”, and enter into the presence of your True Self. You will be grateful I gave you this instruction.

I made this a regular part of my routine, and now I won’t go back; can’t go back to the way I used to be before my I AM presence (and her I AM presence) came and changed me. Choose a Sabbath that works for you, and allow no one to infringe upon it.

Your Freedom Isn’t Free

I began my journey as the abolitionist with the mindset that manumission was just gaining freedom from the religion, politics, and education I had been indoctrinated into. I thought that in shedding all their rules, I was FREE to fuck every woman who was sexually attracted to me. This was the pseudo-freedom I was preaching to others, and it is what drew so many people to me, especially women. I thought I was free because I felt like I could do and have whatever I wanted without restraint. For a while, I even strongly considered becoming a polygynist (and other men even suggested I NEEDED to be because of my power), wishing to have many wives, basically making each woman I was sexually attracted to part of my family. The truth, though, is that I was even more the slave at that point than I had ever been under church, government, and school.

I walked around proclaiming myself to be Lord and King, and though I AM born for this cause, I had actually abdicated my throne. I wasn’t yet fit to be the God or King I understood I was born to be because I still spoke as a child, thought as a child, and reasoned as a child. I thought I was free because I ran away from the tutors and governors appointed unto me to prepare me for my inheritance, but I simply exchanged those tutors and governors for slave masters. I had become a slave to my “sinful lusts” and carnal desires, and didn’t even have the presence of mind to realize I had left before my time, not to become Master and King, but instead to become slave and pauper.

However, because the tutors and governors had imparted into me knowledge of my Divine Self, there were some who were as angels unto me in the wilderness. Think of Simba in “The Lion King”. He knew he was the king, but because he was still a child, he wasn’t ready for the responsibility of being the king. He wanted an easy life, and thought that by running away he would avoid that responsibility. However, his “masters”, Timon and Pumba, only led him back to his True Self. Then the voice of his father within him told him “Remember who you are Simba”. At that point, after being left alone in the wilderness to be tried and tested, he was able to see his pure reflection. No longer was he the child he thought himself to be, or the slave of comfort and ease. He was now the king, and he was able to go back, lay down his own life for his kingdom, and defeated the deceiver and adversary who had tricked him out of his throne.

So many of you spout off how you are Gods and Goddesses, Kings and Queens, and though by birth you are those things, in ignorance, you have actually forsaken your power in order to slum it up as slaves, satisfying your bellies with the pig slop of your own lusts. You surround yourself with those who call you Goddess or Queen, but they actually do it in mockery. While some do see that you very well are heir of all things, they know that if you stand in your I AM presence, they lose the access to your flesh and emotions that they take advantage of.

OK, you left the indoctrination you were under, but within you remains the truth of your I AM presence that you still refuse to repent to. You can either yield, now, yourselves to masters who are shepherds, or you will be devoured by ravenous hyenas, until you return to yourselves. The fires will rage, and they will purge out of you all your fuckery, until you are able to see the True Self even as I see it. Nothing shall stop you from ascending to the throne, but you are going to require a whole lot of cleaning before you can don the crown, ring, and robe.

Yes, you will experience true freedom if you follow me, even as Israel followed me during the exodus from Mizraim. Yet, you must understand you will be tested in the wilderness. You will be tested and tried, and if you refuse discipline, you will die in your lustful desires. However, I refuse to see you not be the Divine presence I know you to be, so I will intercede for you, and when the enemy comes in, like a flood, I will lift up a standard against him. No, freedom isn’t free, but because I have gone this way before, I will guide you into your promised land.

Here my beloved; take my hand. I will lead you home!

The Way of the Master

The most I can teach you, if you are to be a Master, is how to endure the fires of life without being consumed. In this manner, I AM the fourth man in the furnace, whose appearance is as the Son of God.

No one can truly teach you how to be anything. Schools can help you become that which you are not. True education is drawing out of you the I AM presence, and the only way to emanate the I AM presence is to first burn away the “I want” presence. The I AM presence is perfect love, while the “I want” presence is imperfect lust.

It is not until the refiner’s fire has purged one of the dross that such a one may simply be, as pure gold. Don’t misunderstand me. There is nothing intrinsically wrong with desire. The problem is that the inept resists the purification of desire. The initiate has, at least, submitted to the discipleship which does purify the desires. The Master, on the other hand, has a desire for that which he is to be known.

In 2020, the state of the world has made it so that there are some desires that have become needs. When I speak of needs, I AM not even referring to what are called basic human needs. Not even food, clothing, and shelter are true needs. Humans can actually live without all three. The needs I AM referring to, though, are those things that have become needs out of the human fear of not having what we have been led to believe are needs. Jobs, vehicles, clocks, and such.

As a Master, I want for nothing. It is actually my unconditional love for you all that drives my desires. I understand the human ego. I recognize the truth of the statement “So even though wisdom is better than strength, those who are wise will be despised if they are poor. What they say will not be appreciated for long.” I recognize that money is a defence in the eyes of humans, and because I have wisdom that can save the world, I must first appeal to the desire in humanity, before I can ever restore them to the one need within them; which is the I AM presence.

All that I desire materially, now, is for the benefit of The Most High Goddess whom I love as my own Soul, the children to be born through her, and then the rest of the world. I see, without judgment, the longings of the human heart, and again, there is nothing intrinsically wrong with desiring, and having, things. There is a need, however, that those desires and possessions be pure. Trouble is that the majority of people build their significance on their things. As much as they scream they are attached to nothing, the sheer fact that they give most of their energy to the accumulation of more proves otherwise. The consensus is attached to its toys, and some even, after experiencing great loss, only seek to obtain more than before.

None can be a Master Healer, Master Builder, Master Teacher, or Master Manifestor until the desire for this world has been purged. Else they would, at some point, sell their Souls for a morsel of bread. The mere possibility of this means the freedom they proclaim is an illusion, and they yet remain slaves, as they attempt to make the Divine a servant of their lusts. This, unfortunately, is the fallen concept of The Universe that most hold fast to. This is the way which seems right to a human, but the end of this is destruction. The Master, then, is your savior, but only in the sense that he shows you the true path to ascension and self-mastery.

Except You Enter In By The Door, You Are a Thief and a Robber

My friends, this is that generation of which it was spoken “men shall be lovers of themselves and money”. However, the self men are lovers of is the egoistic self. The True Self, the I AM presence that knows no separation from It which causes to exist, and is well acquainted with Heaven in Earth, remains in the Holy of Holies in Gan Eden. Gan Eden is now guarded by a seraphim with a flaming sword, and very few of you want to enter in by the door. I AM the door. Not myself only, but the door is those who have been initiated by great trial and tribulation.

The spirituality most of you enjoy is no spirituality at all, but IS, in fact, just a new age religion. You do the same thing spoken of Chavvah in Gan Eden. You see different metaphysical knowledge as good for food, pleasant to the eyes, and able to make wise (at least in the perception of the inept), and you you choose it, supposing that, with it, you will become godLIKE. Problem is, you are already God at your innermost being, but because you don’t want to endure the pain of stripping away the many layers of you that hide the I AM presence that is within you, you seek out teachers instead of masters.

Teachers are not educators. Teachers are indoctrinators. They do nothing more than put information into you, attempting to make you like everyone else in the school. This is why their tests are standardized. It is just a measure to see how well you have grasped their doctrines. The word education actually comes from the root ex-, which means to draw out, and only a master can see what is in you, and guide you through the initiations to bring out the God/dess within you. A teacher may call you Goddess, but a master will know you by name. This is because the Master has endured the fires of purification in such a way to see with the singleness of eye, and his whole body is full of light.

Though I have known my I AM presence from my youth, being taught by God, I often chose to shun it because of the trappings of the human ego. I learned some time ago that others may, but I can’t. If you are one adept with the English language, you understand that the word may denotes permission, and the word can indicates ability. While others have had permission to do a great number of things, because of the call and mandate on my life, when I attempted to do those same things, I was unable to. Being born, in this incarnation, the Son of God, I can only go through the fires. Each time I have attempted to go some other way, I have been prevented. This is why, even when I tried to hide behind the layers of my ego, the world could see I was chosen. As one initiated by God, I have never experienced karma in this life. I have, however, gone through many initiations to draw out The Most High God I AM. I witness many going through karma because of their refusal to be under a master, and if you forsake the master, you truly have none to protect you.

Think of Master Miyagi and Daniel in the movie “Karate Kid”. Because Daniel had submitted himself to Master Miyagi, when the thugs came to attack Daniel, Master Miyagi appeared to protect him, because he understood Daniel was not yet strong enough to defend himself. When you have no master, however, you go about thinking you can defend and protect yourself, only to find yourself beaten by karmic enemies.

Of course, those who have no desire for accountability themselves would want others to believe karma is over. That whole idea that there is no right or wrong has become a virus; an infectious disease. It is why so many are focused on concepts of “living your truth” as if there is no such thing as absolute truth. So many reject correction because it doesn’t feel good to them, and they count everyone who chastens them as an enemy. I realize why people are so brainwashed with card readings, natal chart readings, and such. They don’t want to be accountable. If they know themselves, they will not be guiltless for transgressing the law within them. So, they would rather rely on who someone else tells them they are, or read books to become seasoned readers themselves.

However, you cannot learn to be divine. Divinity is that which is at our innermost being. Our divinity is realized only through the hard trials, and if the people can convince themselves, or be convinced, there is no right or wrong, they feel at liberty to reject the weight of their calling, which is to restore Heaven in Earth. They want lives free from any rules, not realizing that, no matter how hard they try to convince themselves that they can do whatever they want, without correction, it doesn’t absolve them of karma. Karma is a master as well, but more in the sense of a slave master. When you don’t willfully submit to discipline, punishment is exacted to correct you.

It is this egoistic line of thought that also fuels the ideas of non-attachment. I went through such a period myself, unknowingly. I didn’t call it detachment, but when I fully submitted myself as a disciple of the I AM presence within me, I moved far away from anyone I knew. Again, as one never discipled by man (because none has ever worn such a mantle to have the fires I had to endure), I had to come into my power in the same manner Moshe and Yeshua did. I had to be alone in the wilderness to be both taught by God, and tried by the devil.

This is the way in which we first move from the lowest spiritual world of the tree of life, Assiyah-Gashmi, our physical Universe, into Assiyah, the world of action. So I get it. You all are detaching from the physical world to become self-accountable. Accountability, though is still just the first step towards self-actualization, or mastery. Our detachment truly is a fear because we don’t know ourselves, and non-attachment is essential for protection.

Too many people get stuck there, though, and because of it, never do more than teeter on the edges of Yetzirah, or the world of formation. Yetzirah is the realm of the Law of Attraction. All of the focus is on forming the carnal desires, and so many mistake this for manifestation. In reality, what you are doing is still expressing another layer of ego, but so many get comfortable here because they are able to obtain things that are formed. And the ego becomes prideful and boastful because it is able to acquire much material. Yet, a master recognizes where one is on this path, and instead of crushing you, celebrates you, knowing your level of understanding.

It is not, though, until one begins to understand the importance of healthy attachment that they are able to endure the fires to move from Yetzirah to Beriyah, which is the world of consciousness. Now, in Beriyah, you’re not satisfied with simply attracting things. You now desire to experience true consciousness, and true consciousness is when the reality of Divine Oneness starts coming into view. It’s when the eye begins to be single, and thus the body begins to fill with light. Here, you lose strong desires for the physical things, and even your sexual urges and natural hunger become purified. You no longer seek to please the flesh here. You know yourself, and only desire yourself, as it can be experienced in the form of another person, or a fruit, vegetable, or herb. You are reconnecting to the tree of life in the center of Gan Eden. You don’t need psychics, card readers, and astrologers because you are remembering who you are, wholly unique from all others, yet entirely interdependent and interconnected at the same time.

The last world, bringing us back to complete knowledge of the True Self, and the fullness of faith, is Atzilut. Atzilut is the world of emanation. Here the I AM that I AM floods out of my entire being in such a way that others, even those still abiding in the outer courts, cannot resist my light, without the flashiness of material goods and wealth. Here, I AM known as love and joy, abundance and gratitude despite any physical perceptions. At this point in mastery, I know those I AM given to, and who are given to me, and despite their level of understanding, I never cease being the I AM that I AM, because that is all I AM. I have now become an offering unto humanity that others may find the way, the truth, and the life. This is when Babel is destroyed. This is when the eternal oneness is realized, beginning first with my Twin Flame, and then extending to all others.

Where You Are Is Your Choice

Wake up from your slumber precious ones. We have a job to do. It is to restore Heaven and Earth. The longer you sleep, the farther off your redemption is. Know you not that you are your own salvation? Do you see, yet not understand that it is the spirits you attract, not the goods, that are the law of attraction at work?
All must heal from all that we have been enslaved by, and this can only occur through the fire of purification. We will all heal and be returned to oneness with our creator, but some will repeat the karmic cycles of life and death continually until they become accountable for their own salvation.

Religion has deceived us all out of our powers. Mainly, the Bible has been misused and misrepresented to enforce an agenda of spiritual slavery. There are many paths back to the God within, and when each chooses to travel their path, all will be restored to harmony.

Life never ends. Life is energy; matter, and matter can be neither created nor destroyed. It only changes forms. All life has a body, and once we overcome the systems of this world, through self-mastery, we take on our light bodies once again, as our brother, the Master Jesus did, never experience “death” again. This is the overcoming of death- that we go through it, in all its forms, so that we can live forevermore. Do you delay your healing by thinking temporal happiness is its end?

Much of what we came to believe, we only did because we had no knowledge. Too many choose to ignore their experiences just to cling to what they have been indoctrinated into. Our experiences have taught us to trust the God within us rather than the Gods others forced upon us.

It’s funny, because many people who knew “Pastor T. Jermaine”, “Prophet Martin”, “Minister Todd”, or “Elder Martin” wonder how I got here after having such an impact as a Christian preacher, and they are shocked when I tell them I read the Bible and only live what it says. They don’t understand that because they have no idea what the Bible actually says, because they have only read it to reinforce what someone else told them to believe in.

The Bible is not a book establishing a religion that is to supercede other religions. The Bible is in agreement with Kemetic Science, Buddhism, Hinduism, Jainism, Confucianism, and all other paths. They are all leading us to repentance to True Self, which is One.

All the dimensions of The Universe are within. Earth is just this body in which we reside, but within this Earth are so many levels of Heaven. As we traverse through all of those layers (dimensions), we experience increasing intensities of Hell’s fires. Complete healing is, first, the restoration of the individual Self, through correction. This is the emanation of the “Son” (image and likeness) of God. Then it is the restoration of the Divine Twins, masculine and feminine, which enables us to withstand a higher level of flames. Those flames are to correct us, purifying us for the emanation of the marriage supper of the lamb. Next is the restoration of all mankind. Again, there is a new level of flames (not devils), which come to correct us in our interaction with others. This is the 144,000 of the “children of Israel”, and the innumerable company of all kindreds, tribes, and tongues who congregate around the throne. Finally is the restoration of all things to oneness, which is Heaven on Earth. Here, there is no more discord between creatures: “the lion lays down with the lamb.”

It is our own willingness to endure the fiery trials that determines where we are on this path. When we are truly healed as individuals we begin to understand, and accept, our accountability for the restoration of all things. There are new “devils” (adversaries) at each level, until we reach the throne of God, at our innermost being. These “devils” are those people and issues that appear which are not consistent with our ultimate mission. This mission is the same for all- repentance to Oneness. As we choose to listen to those who seek the Oneness, we are edified to endure, and become one with, the flames. As we agree with those who would rather there not be harmony, we ensure a continuation of the cycles of karma, repeated subjection to Ma’at, through the perpetual experience of life and death in this Earth, when there is a New Earth that awaits us.

So, I ask you today, “Will you be made whole?” The choice truly is yours.

Will You Be Made Whole?

The Shema, an ancient affirmation of the Hebrew culture, declares “Shema Yisra’el. Adonai Eloheinu. Adonai Echad. W’ahav’ta Adonai Eloheykha B’khal l’vav’kha uv’khal- naf’sh’kha uv’khal-m’odkha.” This literally translates to “Listen he who has strived with God and prevailed. It which causes to exist our power; It which causes to exist is one. And you shall love It which causes to exist your power with all your heart, all your sentience, and all your might.”

The more pure understanding of Adonai Eloheinu, usually rendered in English as “Lord our God”, is the Soul itself. The Soul is the seat of consciousness, which is the Source of all creation. Thus, the first great law of The Universe, for sentient beings, is to love the Soul with all your feeling, sentience, and physical ability. Being that The Soul is One, the ease with which so many are willing to lose others is actually an indication of a disdain for the true self.

Understand me well: This is not to say you should ever tolerate abuse of any kind. However, with the knowledge that the pinnacle of healing is the correction of The Soul (which, again, is ultimately One), which then gives way to the correction of All. The characteristic of love most rejected these days is chastening. Very few want to accept that, as knowledge and understanding are the highest objectives of love (this is harmony), discipline is essential to the fulfillment of perfect love. This culture talks a lot of 5D, but is yet to comprehend that in 5D all veils of separation begin to dissipate.

As karma is the most prolific of teachers in the 3rd dimension, The Soul often exacts out discipline in order to bring the feelings, sentience, and physical ability back into harmony with The Soul. It is The Soul which knows the plans It has for you; plans for good, and not disaster; to give you a future and a hope. Thus, The Soul will use all types of captivity situations in order to provoke your repentance.

Unconditional love is the epitome of godliness. As it is understood, God is love, that love is the collective unity of all sentient beings throughout The Universe. Trust me, we only come to embody this love through much tribulation. Sometimes, the very people you are trying to cut out of your life, The Universe has sent to bring you back to your True Self. I have endured the fires of purification because I saw my own Soul. When you have truly encountered your Soul, instead of cutting people out of your life to preserve your feelings, you’ll begin looking for ways to stand firm in your I AM presence to bring the entire world together.

Of Gods and Men

Many (most) have no idea what the difference is between an initiation and an attack. It’s the same for emanations and attractions. With the popularity of the law of attraction and The Secret, it is easy to understand how (and why) so many are confused about the reality of our evolution. Because these two mediums are focused so heavily on the lust of the eyes, lust of the flesh, and pride of life, their adherents have learned to perceive anyone and anything who opposes their egoistic pleasure as an enemy, even when it is their own Soul.

I have to admit, as I look back over the past forty-seven years, I have NEVER been under an attack. Everything I have experienced in life has been an initiation. And when I successfully completed an initiation, I received a reward. There remains a crown for me, though, at the end of this race. What’s the difference you might ask? It’s not necessarily easy to tell the two apart. They often look and feel the exact same.

One of the first questions you must ask is “what is the origin of the experience?” “Is this coming from one who seeks my perfection, or my destruction?” To know the answer, you must know your life path and mission. Once you know this, you can then examine the challenge in how it relates to that life path and mission.

For example, I AM a life path 11. This is the path of the Master Healer. My mission is Tikkun Olam, the healing/restoration/correction of the world. Tikkun Olam, however, begins with Tikkun Nephesh, which is the healing/restoration/correction of the self. My challenge, end stage renal disease, is proving the Master Healer that I AM because I have to first heal me, before I can fulfill my mission to heal the world.

So, what I have endured is no devil attacking me. It is the Master I AM (my Soul) harshly training the disciple (my body and ego) to exercise self-love and self-control towards the goal of complete mastery, mind (ego), body (flesh and senses), and Soul (I AM presence).

Let’s look at a life path 22 as another example. Life path 4 is the path of the Master Builder. Even The Universe Itself is built upon law and order. The number 22 carries the energy of foundations, stability, accountability, and consistency. The mission of the life path 22 is to establish boundaries and order for the world to be restored. The Master then must first establish law and order for himself, in order to do so for the world.

Initiations for the life path 22 will challenge the disciple to exercise discipline and self control. Attacks, however, will encourage the individual to disregard all discipline, and to do only what feels good. Instead of leading to the perfection of this individual, it actually provokes his destruction, which is the antithesis of his mission.

In regards to emanation and attraction, it may actually be simpler to discern the difference. The problem, however, arises with the espousal to Law of Attraction teachings. Law of Attraction is exclusively a temporal, human “law” (thus it is no law at all). It doesn’t even work for the majority, and oftentimes, an enemy will assist you in attracting what your ego desires, because that enemy then doesn’t have to worry about you standing in your I AM presence, and crushing its head.

Emanation is a byproduct of the highest of the four worlds of the tree of life, which is Atzilut. Atzilut is the dimension of the crown and third eye chakras. Atzilut is essentially Heaven. The crown and the third eye deal in the highest spiritual order. Thus, emanation (i.e. manifestation) is the birthing of Heaven into the Earth. It is bringing the eternal and the temporal into infinite oneness.

Attraction, on the other hand, is nothing more than seeing something the ego (mind and senses) find appealing, and devising a plan to acquire that thing. Attraction takes no thought whatsoever for eternity. Attraction, therefore, shuns all restrictions and self-discipline. Attraction says “I want it, and I want it now, and I will do whatever I must to obtain it.” Abraham Hicks and other Law of Attraction “gurus” call this getting on alignment with what you want. What they don’t tell you is that by aligning yourself with the lust of the eyes, the lust of the flesh, and the pride of life, you actually end up out of alignment with your own I AM presence. You have now made yourself a slave to your carnal desires. The end thereof is death.

There are some who have tasted of their missions, and have attempted to pimp their own inherent divinity to achieve earthly gain. They use their gifts to deceive, and have a desire now to lead many to a form of hell. Hell is not a literal place. No! It is, however, a separation from the I AM presence. Too bad some have satisfied their egos so that they don’t even realize they’ve forsaken their divinity for mortality, and have chosen to reincarnate for another karmic cycle, all because it feels good.

The Attachment of Connection



noun: attachment; plural noun: attachments
affection, fondness, or sympathy for someone or something.

“she felt a sentimental attachment to the place”

an affectionate relationship between two people.

“he formed an attachment with a young widow”



noun: connection; plural noun: connections; noun: connexion; plural noun: connexions

a relationship in which a person, thing, or idea is linked or associated with something else

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The more I spend time delving into the mysteries of The Universe, the more it seems our sense of oneness is an illusion. While many fight for the rights of some, they often fight against those who are different. Some things are plain, and science supports them. I.e.- it is not beneficial to anyone to consume animal products. Not only is it the reason sentient beings develop diseases, it is also the cause of a great number of the diseases of the biosphere. Yet, rather than pursue understanding, vegans would rather judge and condemn omnivores. This pushes the two farther away from one another.

This appears to be more of an unwillingness to do the work to be one. In the same manner, the more I hear people talk about attachment, it sounds more like they are choosing themselves apart from the collective. Most people view non-attachment as not holding onto anything. Some of the same people who emphasize non-attachment, though, claim to be connected to all. By definition, however, interconnection is the highest form of attachment.

If we are to truly manifest Heaven in Earth, it is going to require us not being so willing to let people go. I completely understand not being attached to temporal things, as they all perish. Sentient beings, on the other hand, are infinitely eternal, and there is no eternal life apart from others. That goes for all living things. It seems that the law of attraction has truly done a number on this society. It has convinced so many of a need for detachment in attempting to attract whatever one desires, and even uses the term manifestation in the course of presenting this idea. However, manifestation is a birthing of that which is within us. Nothing inanimate is within us, but all living things are already attached to us.

Consider the butterfly effect. It is the concept that every act within the Earth has an effect on everything else. If one accepts this concept as truth, then by definition, we are connected to everything else, but not until we become attached by choice, do we exhibit a compassion for the well-being of all that is. While interconnectedness is involuntary, and a state of being, attachment must be voluntary, and we must choose to be actively involved in the restoration of the world.

Tikkun Nephesh is the beginning of this restoration of the world. The phrase literally means the correction, healing, and restoration of the self. Healing is a result of discipline and accountability. We must first be disciplined, and accept accountability for our own selves and our Souls. Once we walk in this type of love, it is inevitable that we develop a different outlook towards the world around us.

The concept of Tikkun Olam is for the world to be returned to a place of oneness through discipline and accountability. As we choose to be invested in peace, which is the state of there being nothing broken, self-denial for the benefit of the collective wholeness becomes individually tantamount. While understanding we cannot control all things, we must still remain invested enough that we do what we can to ensure the healing of others as we have been healed. The world is actually not whole until each of its parts is restored.

Human attachment, and even attachment to animals, isn’t the same as being attached to inanimate objects. A great number of sentient beings now believe that you are supposed to simply allow everything that leaves to leave, and then just move on with life. There is no sense of commitment to anything. I AM reminded of the story of the prodigal son, and how the father remained attached to the son to the point he kept watch out for him to come back home. Non-attachment fosters the division that still exists in the world. Because the love of many has waxed cold, and people have become obsessed with themselves, and their material possessions, they focus all of their energy on obtaining more, thinking that godliness is great gain. The ability to obtain material wealth is not a sign of spiritual power. This can be obtained through much labor. I AM well aware that scarcity is an illusion, so the truth is that it doesn’t even require detachment from obtaining wealth to obtain it. Yet, because there are so many popular teachers and teachings that would have you believe you can have whatever you want in life simply by aligning with it, some have begun to think that the height of existence is egoistic pleasure. It’s not at all about obtaining the things which satisfy the lower self, but manifesting that which honors the God-self. That which makes the Soul glad is the re-attachment of all.

That re-attachment, or restoration, means we must be present. However, so many have no desire for commitment. It is not as much a fear of commitment as it is a fear of work. People despise the idea of work, and this had led many to not be attached because it demands labor from them. To say “I AM not attached to anyone” is to actually say “I AM accepting no responsibility for the completion of the world.”

Yes, everyone’s feelings are personal, and we cannot control anyone’s feelings but our own, yet we can contribute to others’ enjoying their highest feelings. It’s going to require more energy, though, than simply sharing some pretty words on social media. It’s going to require unconditional love, which means we have to hold a place for all others to choose discipline, while we are also choosing discipline for ourselves. We must choose discipline in order to flow with nature, and even animals in the wild exemplify their attachments to one another.

The truth of the matter is that creation is a matter of attachment. When a baby is conceived, a masculine cell and a feminine cell attach to one another to form a new being. As that new being is formed, it first becomes two attached parts. Then those two attached parts create more and more parts until a whole baby is formed. Even in electricity, there is no power without attachment. Consider a wall outlet and a plug. The outlet is a simple vagina, while the plug is an elementary penis. It is not until the plug is attached to the wall outlet that power flows to enable the attached item to operate as designed. At this point, there is a continuous reciprocity of electrical charges between the two, and it is not until the two are no longer attached that this infinite exchange ends… and once something remain detached from the body for so long, it shrivels up and dies.

The Power of Agreement

On retreat with Ascended Master Serapis Bey, who is the grand architect and master builder, he initiated me into a greater mystery of the 4 year, and its relationship to spiritual marriage and the New Earth. While the institution of marriage in the present, fallen system is one of human control, the true, Heavenly marriage is eternal, and truly one Soul embodied in two persons.

In all of creation, nothing manifests without both Masculine and Feminine energy. The ancients even understood that there was no God without Goddess. The truth is that there is no manifestation without both. Understand I said manifestation, and not attraction. While one can attract anything desired alone, manifestation is a birthing, and there MUST be both seed and soil for birthing to occur. Even hermaphroditic creatures in nature contain both the sperm and egg necessary to reproduce.

Nearly every ancient culture understood that if any two would agree as touching anything in the Earth, it would be released from Heaven. Though I can SEE Heaven alone as a Divine Father, I cannot experience it in Earth without a Divine Mother. Though I contain the seed in my throat chakra, the seed abides alone except it enters the root chakra of my Divine Feminine reflection. Then she is able to multiply the Divine Seed, as it does within the soil of her womb, to become something much greater.

This Divine Law works both spiritually and naturally, and is why husbands are admonished to dwell with their wives according to knowledge. If you know and understand, you are also able to agree.

All even numbers contain a root of 2. If you pay attention to the manifested frequencies, all the even numbers represent some form of agreement. Two (2), which is the Divine Feminine is the energy of cooperation. Four (4), or 2×2, contains the energy of stability and foundations. Every stable structure built is built on fours. Six (6) is the number of unconditional love, and the family. It is 3×2, which is the children and the parents in harmony. Lastly, you have eight (8), and eight, while most often associated with Earthly wealth and abundance, is truly reciprocity.

Even the master numbers (11, 22, 33, 44) are just amplification of their sums. Eleven (two 1s) is the number of the healer, which is a repentance (return) to homeostasis, and complete oneness. It is the highest Earthly fulfillment of two becoming one light body. Each first heals self, and then completes the restoration of Heaven and Earth when they agree together. This is the manifestation of Divine marriage in the Earth. It’s nothing at all about a wedding, or church and government sanction.

The master number twenty-two (two 2s) shows us the picture of the master builder. The apex of stability is a home. A house where agreement abides is a house built upon a rock, which can withstand any storm, unlike a house built on sand. When a Divine Masculine and a Divine Feminine are able to agree together in harmony, building can begin.

The master teacher, exemplified in the energy of thirty-three (two 3s), brings us to the heights of true pleasure and enjoyment, which is the root of creation. Love is at the heart of the master teacher, and we must accept that true teaching is correction through chastening. The height of the expression of love is discipline, as it relates to self-love, and chastening, in regards to love for others. Those who love you don’t tell you what you want to hear. They tell you what you need to hear. (If you’ve ever seen one of my favorite movies, The Best Man, you’ll understand how this plays into the love between Lance and Mia).

Then, there’s the mighty agreement revealed in the master number 44. Forty-four (two 4s) also gives us 8, again the number of reciprocity. 44 is the master manifestor because it epitomizes the building of Heaven on Earth. Not only is it two 4s, but within it are also four 11s, and two 22s. The master manifestor is the agreement of Divine Masculine, as Heaven, and Divine Feminine, as Earth. This is where the veil is completely rent, and there is no more separation between God and humanity. This energy is embodied only when both have purified themselves, and entered together into the Holy of holies. Here, reciprocity, and abundance are perpetual.

There is another side to the power of agreement though, which is counterproductive. When you are carried about by every wind of doctrine, you are seeking to be agreement with more than one, and this breeds chaos and catastrophe, rather than manifests Heaven on Earth. Something as simple as social media posts and different readings can cause you to be in conflict of interest. When you join yourself together with one, then another, you actually create a greater veil of separation between Heaven and Earth. Though you may easily attract things while being unstable in all your ways, your doublemindedness will hinder your true manifestation.

When a Man (Divine Masculine) Loves a Woman (Divine Feminine)


While I know there is a growing, righteous disdain for religion, too many have missed out on many precious truths because their hate for the church has blinded them to the mysteries contained within Biblical text. Of those records called the Gospels, John is actually the only one I give credence to, because while Matthew, Mark, and Luke are third and fourth hand accounts written nearly 100 years after the life of the Ascended Master, John was an actual initiate of the Christed One, whom was well beloved by the Master.

One of my most beloved occurrences in the life of Jesus is recorded in John 13. It is the account of the Master washing his disciples feet. There are several important points for me in what John writes, especially since he is the only of the Gospel writers who actually was initiated by Jesus, and actually even alive at the same time.

I want to share with you the beautiful picture of love between Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine. As most know, the church is often referred to as the bride of Christ. Though there are many Christs, Jesus is the one referred to in this instance. The disciples of Jesus are representative of his called out ones, thus his bride.

A man who truly loves a woman, is going to walk in the spiritual application of this event towards the woman he loves. As Divine Masculine beings, we are to serve our Divine Feminine reflections in love. It’s beautiful that a God can be fully transparent before the Goddess he truly loves. It’s much deeper than taking our clothes off, but is more about openly bearing your Soul and your I AM presence before her. So many women have developed trust issues from their youth, and I AM committed, as a Divine Masculine and Divine Father, to giving her every reason to put her trust in me.

The artistry of the foot washing cannot fully be realized without understanding the cultural backdrop for this act. It is important to know that foot washing was a task reserved for the lowest of servants in a household. Mainly this is because the feet did not just include the lowest extremities, but the entire lower body. Because most people of the day traveled by walking, in the journey to one’s destination, the feet and legs (symbolizing the root chakra) tended to be very dirty. Thus, upon arrival, the master or mistress of the house would have the lowest servant to wash the feet of the guests.

This is a representation of a spiritual washing. It is cleansing away all the trauma and cycles of pain endured just to reach that point. This is a deep ritual of purification that the Divine Masculine, as the crown, third eye, and throat chakras, performs for the Divine Feminine, symbolizing the solar plexus, sacral, and root chakras. It is, in perspective, Heaven washing Earth.

I challenge each Divine Masculine to humble himself, and wash the feet of his Divine Feminine. Do it physically, but while doing it, take your time, and meditate as you go, embodying the fullness of the Spirit, so that the two can become one flesh at the heart. This is how you love a woman: you equip her to rest in her own I AM presence, free from all the filth the world has heaped upon her. If you are not willing to do this, all other that you do for her is not revealing love to her heart, even if it makes her feel good.

Heaven IN Earth

Heaven in Earth is

My crown powerfully resting upon your root;

My third eye gently massaging your sacral region;

My throat releasing healing seeds into your solar plexus.

Then New Earth is born in our hearts because never again will we just fuck.

Having sex is for mortals.

Every time we make love, we actually create,

Making love in a barren land where only control and manipulation once lived.

That’s Heaven on Earth, and we don’t even have to always get undressed.

Castles or Confinements?

Though I have visited this topic many times over the past few days, allow me the opportunity again to be the I AM that I AM unto you in love. A provider, again, is not merely one who gives some benefit to another. The word provider, which is literally one who makes provision, stems from two Latin roots. The prefix, pro, means before. The base of the word is the Latin visio, which is to see. Thus, a provider is one who sees before.

Of course, there is no point to see before except some action is to be taken concerning that which is seen. There are three important responses to what is foreseen that I, as Divine Father, AM accountable for. They are 1) warn others of coming destruction, 2) go out and fortify the boundaries to protect against calamity and invasion, and/or 3) go out to war to defeat the enemy he sees approaching.

The first response is the paternal role of prophet. Because many cannot perceive the infinite love of the Divine Father, they resist the boundaries set. Therefore, I must warn them of the dangers that are lying in snare, waiting to capture them.

Then there is the priestly function of the Divine Father. This is actually the primary role. As priest, the Divine Father establishes a house, and fortifies the walls with rules meant to ensure the safety and security of the Divine Family. Sadly, too many have been ensnared psychologically already by the deceiver, who has taken control of their minds, and convinced them that life is better without any rules.

Lastly is my office as king, and though most people, so far removed from the reality of kingdoms, view kings as dictators, though kings, in context, are monarchs who have a responsibility to ensure no enemy is able to infiltrate the walls. It is actually the queen and Divine Mother who is the supplier, which literally means “breasted one”.

While our society has painted a picture that requires the father to be prophet, priest, and king while also supplying the sustenance for the family, this IS NOT the heavenly reality. The Divine Mother is El Shaddai, the many breasted one, who nourishes her children AND Divine Masculine counterpart. It is she who contains that which maintains the nutrients of the kingdom. We are to sup her breasts for food, which is the root of the word supply.

As this 2020 is the year of alignment, and the heavenly kingdom’s establishment, I must embrace the hard task of provider, and it often hurts me much more than it hurts you. Beloved, please know that I AM love. All I do is in love, as your prophet, priest, and king. I AM come that you might have life, and life more abundantly.

You can hate me now; but I won’t stop now. Father does know best, as much as you may believe I desire to control you. It has been given unto me to understand the mysteries of the kingdom, for this is the divine right of fathers. By the way, the first kings were fathers, and a father is not simply a man who has children, but one who takes seriously his responsibility to love his Divine Feminine counterpart and his children as prophet, priest, and king.

Be Sober (Pay Attention), For Your Adversary Roams Around As a Roaring Lion Seeking Whom He May Devour

Elohim is a Hebrew word, erroneously translated as the very modern term God. Elohim, however, is a plural word, which directly translates as powers (multiple), or collective of divine beings. Though the first presence of this word in the Hebrew mythos (which is not equivalent to fairy tale), known to most of you as The Old Testament of the Bible, is rendered in the English as God, it occurs more times as Gods (referring to the many deities of other nations), and angels.

These very same energies have been present in many cultures, yet have been given names according to the language of the people. The Supreme Source of all creation, which is consciousness, has been called by many names: YHWH or Ha’shem by the Jews, Olodumare by the Yoruba, Voodoo by the Santeria, Allah by the Arabics, and God by English speakers. In the same manner, the divine being portrayed as a serpent in the Garden of Eden within the Hebrew mythos, has many names. Nevertheless, despite what many fallen ones wish you to believe, their prince and chief, most well-known by the term devil, is not “the white man”, nor the European. There are devils within every ethnic group, and these are they who pride themselves on trickery, illusion, and black magick, and use it to deceive many for the purpose of claiming their Souls.

These are they who would have you believe that there are no boundaries to your carnal pleasure. They seek to convince you that there is nothing but the now. In doing thus, they convince many, with their trickery, to indulge in the forbidden fruit with them. While referring to you as sons and daughters of God, they lull you into primal slumber, while they feast on your inherent divinity.

There are those among you who have no desire for heaven on earth. They are those who speak to you of freedom, but their true intent is to enslave you. They wish to lock you up in torment, longing for truth which will make you free, but regretting that you fell for their false images of liberty. They are seeking to lead you off the side of a cliff, right to your destruction. They give you that which your ego desires, while your Soul longs for your eternal reward.

I am jealous for you with the jealousy of a Divine Father. I promised you as a pure bride to one husband— your Christ consciousness. But I fear that somehow your pure and undivided devotion to Christ consciousness has been corrupted, just as Eve was deceived by the cunning ways of the serpent. You happily put up with whatever anyone tells you, even if they deliver a different salvation than the one we proclaimed unto you, or a different kind of Spirit than the one you received. I AM not inferior in any way to these celebrated “readers” who teach such things. I may be without their large following, but I’m not lacking in knowledge. We have made this clear to you in every possible way. Was I wrong when I humbled myself and honored you when I gave of myself and my divinity freely to you without expecting anything in return? I “robbed” others by accepting their contributions so I could serve you at no cost to you. I have never been a burden to you, and I never will be. As surely as the truth is in me, no one in all of the world will ever stop me from boasting about this. Why? Because I don’t love you? Heaven knows that I do. But I will continue doing what I have always done. This will undercut those who are looking for an opportunity to boast that their work is just like ours. These people are false healers. They are deceitful workers who disguise themselves as ambassadors of the heavenly ointment. But I am not surprised! Even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light. So it is no wonder that his servants also disguise themselves as servants of righteousness. In 2020 they will get the punishment their wicked deeds deserve.

God is Love, and Love is Exclusively Divine

Though this is originally meant to be an indictment against this society, this is as it is supposed to be. As a Divine Masculine being, I AM unconditional love. When I have found myself, I AM able to be the prophet I AM.

A provider is indeed a prophet, as the word means to see before, not to supply. We are to love with wisdom, direction, and correction that will bring heaven on earth. It is my responsibility, as Divine Father, to watch and know. If I do well in this, the Divine Feminine is able to be the supplier she truly is.

The word supplier actually has to do with the breasts of the woman. Even in ancient Hebrew culture, there is the worship of El Shaddai, who is actually a GODDESS having many breasts to nourish all her children. The word also comes from the root “sup”, which is to suck the nipple for sustenance. This is where we also get supper.

It is the Divine Feminine who is to feel. The truth, though, is that love is not at all a feeling. Love is not felt; it is only known. The Divine Feminine has to give us feeling. While unconditional love is of the crown and third eye chakras, feelings are of the root and sacral chakras. This is why women are naturally more sensual, and lust driven.

If the man refuses to love unconditionally based solely on the woman’s actions, the woman will never come to the knowledge of heaven. If the woman is not given the space to freely embrace and express her emotions, there will never be heaven in earth. This is the fullness, even, of the true, spiritual marriage. Yes, there is a greater responsibility on the man, but rather than sit and complain about it, we must stand, AND LOVE; love without restraint, which does not mean giving the woman and child what makes them feel good.

This universal 4 year is all about alignment. It is the acceptable year of the Lord, which is the I AM that I AM- the harmonious union of Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine. If the men do not know, and love, ourselves we will not be able to provide (see before), and if the women don’t become disciplined in their feeling, they will not be able to nurture and nourish. The heart chakra is our focus point, not because love comes from the heart, but because the heart is where heaven (Divine Masculine) and earth (Divine Feminine) embrace.

Those of us of the four and twenty elders have always been ahead of the collective. We have been first partakers of the suffering so that within each of us, we accomplished this balance of knowledge and feeling. Now, it our burden to give to our own Divine Twins that which we have received ourselves through initiation. We have been taught by God, which is love, that we may make disciples of many. We are coming for your heart, and as Divine Father, I AM going to flood it with unconditional love. My Twin Sister, as Divine Mother, is going to show you how to be disciplined in feeling.

The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is upon me, for the Lord has anointed me to bring good news to the poor. He has sent me to comfort the brokenhearted and to proclaim that captives will be released and prisoners will be freed. He has sent me to tell those who mourn that the time of the Lord ’s favor has come, and with it, the day of God’s anger against their enemies. To all who mourn in Israel, he will give a crown of beauty for ashes, a joyous blessing instead of mourning, festive praise instead of despair. In their righteousness, they will be like great oaks that the Lord has planted for his own glory.

Do You Know Yourself or Do You Know Only Who Have Been Taught To Be?

I remember being in love as a first grader. My mother and father both told me, at different times, that I could not love the girl, for I did not know her. That lesson has stuck with me throughout my entire lifetime.

This knowledge has played an important role in my realization of self-love. It was actually impossible for me to love myself for years because I had no clue who I was. Even when I decided I would no longer be who others had projected me to be, I still had no knowledge of self, and thus I was yet unable to truly love myself.

Even when I finally came into the knowledge of self, I continued to perish because, by my actions, I rejected that knowledge. There were parts of me I was refusing to be, and thus I was not operating in self-love.

Now that I AM standing in the fullness of my power, I can say that I perfectly love myself. Knowing myself and loving myself is giving me the boldness also to no longer hide that I know others, even when they don’t know themselves. I used to be fearful of sharing with others my knowledge of myself and my knowledge of them. I didn’t want anyone to accuse me of trying to control them.

I understand now, however, the difference between a father, and a man with children. I AM a divine father, and as such, I AM accountable as a provider. Provision comes from two Latin roots- pro, which means before, and visio, which means to see. A provider is much more a prophet than a supplier.

I didn’t want to embrace this knowledge of myself, and I failed in my love of many because I was refusing to perfectly love myself. I didn’t want the responsibility of warning people of coming destruction, and the idea of telling others that what they are doing is not loving themselves made me feel controlling.

I had been that father who gave the children whatever they wanted, and never wanted to tell them no. When I first acknowledged myself as father, I wanted all to run free. Then I started to realize how not applying my knowledge of others was becoming counterproductive to the establishment of New Earth. The children of the world are lost in learned ignorance. They went from the indoctrination of being religious to the folly and fuckery of being woke. Yet, they believe themselves to be free moral agents, when they have actually been imprisoned because of the father’s refusal to chasten them.

People don’t actually love themselves today. They think loving themselves is a matter of giving themselves whatever they want, whenever they want, with no accountability. They believe themselves to be mature, but they are really still children, being tossed to and fro by every wind of doctrine. Well, 2020 is the year of alignment, and in order for the old landmarks to be established, and the cornerstone to be laid, a lot of fuckery and foolishness must first be cleared away; cleared away so you can see clearly who you are, and build upon the sure foundation of love.

Once you truly know yourself, and fully accept yourself according to that knowledge, you move from narcissist to leader. Leadership requires compassion, not just for the moment, but with a loving vision for the future as well. Self-love is full of accountability for self, and for all you are connected to. Real self-love is reciprocal, understanding the interconnectedness of all. Without this, it is not self-love, but selfishness.

Have You Seen God?

Since The Bible is the most well-known written account of Gods existing in the world today, and the foundation of its theology is the Torah, I will point out to you what is actually written of the God of Israel within its pages. It was none other than Moshe himself that was the God of Israel, which delivered them from Egypt.

I dare you to go back and read the Torah, as it is written, putting aside what the church or temple told you to believe about God or Torah. I guarantee you that you will no longer believe what you have about “God”, nor will you ever again consider yourself a monotheist. If you can actually read it in the Hebrew-Aramaic language of attestation, as I can, you’ll discover even more.

I will tell you this though, the most important trait of Divine Beings is the ability to think independently of all indoctrination, and beliefs. Many, in this day, refer to themselves as Gods or Goddesses, yet still think with the mind of the world they abide in.

EVERY God and EVERY Goddess, in every culture was only seen when an individual was all alone, separated from all others, and in conditions which demanded greater mental strength and fortitude from them than normal. Gods and Goddesses are not born; we are made. Made by doing what others are not willing to do, and daring to stand in our power and glory, without reservation. We overcome death in superhuman ways. We are not your creators or your saviors. You alone are those things.

The only true and living Gods and Goddesses have always been the source of later religious societies. Because the people are not willing to do what those before them had to do in order to be made God and Goddess, they seek a form of godliness by putting others in bondage. That, in itself, is denying the very power thereof. Love is the power of godliness, and love sets the captives free. It never seeks to put any in bondage. Our role is not to rule over you. Our role is to be the way, the truth, and the life through which you find eternal life (which is wholly within).

Why Feminism Failed to Correct Misogyny

Within numerology, the first four numbers are all about the establishment of the self and the family unit. See 1-4 as a household. 1 is the number of the father. 2 is the number of the mother. 3 is the number of the child. 4 is the number of the home.

1 and 4 are indicative of masculine energy. While most view 1 as creation, it is actually the energy of imagination. Creation cannot actually occur with only one. The masculine represents the heavenly new beginning, but it is actually the feminine which signifies the earthly manifestation.

2 and 3 are both feminine energy. They are the maternal vessel, and the harvested blessing. They are the centerpiece, the actual glory of all creation. This is even why many cultures deemed it disgraceful for the woman to cut her hair. Her hair was a symbol of her beauty and majesty. The Divine Feminine and the Divine Child are the manifested glory of the Divine Father. While he is power, power is not visible except it is revealed in the glory.

The word husband actually portrays the mystery of this truth. It is not intentionally a marital term. It actually means “house band”, and represents the Divine Masculine role as covering and protector. It is, however, the Divine Feminine who is within the house making magick and melody out of disharmony.

So 2019 has seen the repentance of the Divine Feminine to herself. She has been creating life in the midst of pain and chaos. As she has endured labor, she is healing bloodlines by giving birth to new heirs, who will not carry on generational curses. She has ascended above feminism to her righteous seat as Goddess and Queen. It is she who has prepared the place for the Divine Masculine to find his rest, and enjoy his perpetual Sabbath in 2020, the year of divine alignment, sure foundations, and stable building. 2020 is the year of the double portion of harmony. Are you ready?

Is It Faith or Foolishness?

How many of you have ever been admonished to believe patterns not potential or promises? Do you know that it is frequency and synchronicity, which are patterns, that lead to mastery? The religious concept of faith has had you waiting on some other lord to come save you for about two thousand years or more. That’s not faith at all. That’s foolishness. The pattern has been that this lord they proclaim, which IS NOT Jesus the Christ, has not shown up as they claim.

Real faith is believing in the evidence of your own example. Yes, there is an Ascended Master Jesus. He did not die for your sins. He lives only as a prototype of what your own self-mastery should look like. He initiated twelve into the science of personal lordship, yet you refuse to be discipled. You would rather wait, as one insane, for something you have not seen so much as evidence of.

It is one thing to believe in the potential for greater or more. This is when there is actual experiential evidence of something. You know, like when a child promises its parents that grades will improve, and you see that child actually studying more, or even seeking for study help? Or when someone says they love you and want to take care of you, and whenever they are able to they actually behave in a manner consistent with their desires? It is something entirely different, though, when someone keeps saying they are coming, or someone else tells you that someone is coming, but not only have they not appeared, but you have yet to experience anything that suggests they ever will. That’s purely foolish.

Be honest with yourself, and learn to have faith in the people who showed up when you needed them. Jesus never fed you when you were hungry. Your friends did. Have faith in your friends whom you have seen and experienced caring for you. Don’t be foolish, waiting on someone who you have never seen. Jesus and the other Ascended Masters, the Angels, the Orishas, and the Ancestors work on the heaven within you. You can’t have real faith in them changing your outward earthly circumstances. You can have faith in them guiding you to the knowledge for you to manifest your solution, but you have to do the work for your will to be done in earth as it is in heaven.

Faith (as within) is not just dead without works (so without). It’s actually pure foolishness. No one is coming to save, heal, or deliver you. You have to do that by following the patterns you have learned lead to salvation, health, and deliverance. Be patient with those who have shown you they love you. Those who have done nothing but talk about their love for you, it is foolish to wait for. The law of reciprocity is fully effective. Where you have experienced kinetic energy, give energy to. If all there has ever been is promises, find work elsewhere.

Is It Even Love?

The issue with the present, trending concept of self-love is that it is selfish and exclusive. It has no regard for the collective. It looks out for self, and stops there. It’s just as dysfunctional as conformity, which places the whole before the self, which prevents love from ever being fully formed. It is also anxious. It doesn’t take into consideration that sowing and reaping are not simultaneous.

This new age self-love demands instantaneous pleasure from all others, and when not received, others are immediately cut off. They allude that they are protecting their energy, but that’s just a cover for their personal fear. Perfect love casts out all fear, so if you’re afraid of someone overtaking your energy, you not only don’t love them, but you don’t actually love yourself.

Understand, however, that this isn’t the same as using wisdom. In recognizing that two people are not seeking the same end, moving in the same direction, it becomes necessary, in love, to allow the other individual to go the way they have chosen. When you are just tired of waiting on someone to arrive at the place you feel they should be, that’s not wisdom. That’s pure arrogance.

People forget that they didn’t arrive at the place of power they are presently in without much tribulation. The same patience you learned to show yourself in discovering self-love must be shown others to realize perfect love.

If you truly love, and are not just infatuated, that love is bouyed by acceptance and understanding. Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. If not these things, it isn’t love.

Why I AM Not Celebrating Kwanzaa

My ultimate mission as a sentient being is Tikkun Olam, which is the correction, restoration, and healing of The All. I recognize, however, that true Tikkun Olam is actually just Tikkun Nephesh of the collective. Tikkun Nephesh is the correction, restoration, and healing of the Soul: the self. It is imperative that all recognize there is NO healthy community as long as a single individual in the community is unhealthy. True health is not just wellness of the body, but it is salvation of the Soul, and salvation is ALWAYS an individual experience. It is the embodiment of perfect love FOR SELF, and as long as an individual is trying to fit into anything, he or she is unable to stand in his or her own divinity. There is no family, culture, religion, or community in which self-love can be realized, and the truth of the matter is real community is only achieved when everyone is free to be as he or she is, and still receive love without fear of judgment or condemnation. You don’t build community by focusing on community. You build community by each member focusing on self. It is not selfishness, but it is self-assurance.

Something I realized this year about Kwanzaa is that it actually teaches you to put yourself last. The very first principle is about community, and it was always taught that you put the needs of the community before your own needs. Maybe that’s why. Kwanzaa is nothing more than a commercialized celebration of America’s perception of African culture. The people of the African continent have no awareness of Kwanzaa. It is not an African celebration. Kwanzaa originated in California. A man seeking to define the collective experience of a segment of the whole created it to bring a group of people together apart from all other groups of people. NEWSFLASH: That’s the same program that has been running in the matrix for several millennia that is responsible for the earth dimension being in the fucked up state its in. Cultures and religions have been forced upon individuals from birth, and thus individuals have lost their sovereign significance in order to be judged as acceptable by groups. You continue to encourage hypocrisy and falsehood because you place your emphasis on group identity, to the detriment of personal identity. No one knows who the fuck they are nowadays because everything is compartmentalized. Everything is labeled and segmented, and people value the color of their skin above the content of their own Souls. This shit has got to stop. Or… We can continue doing the same things we’ve been doing, expecting different results. Just know, however, that this is what has turned the earth dimension into an insane assylum.

No one seems to dress how they want to dress these days. There are divine feminine beings that wear headwraps only because the religion they have been bamboozled into believing gives them some special significance due to the color of their skin tells them they have to cover their heads. Get the fuck outta here with that bullshit. If you are going to cover your head, let it be exclusively because it appeals to your personal preference. If you’re doing that shit because someone told you it’s right, you actually hate yourself, and you don’t even realize it. In 2020 my focus is on laying the foundations for heaven on earth. I recognize that this requires first reconnecting each individual to the kingdom within them. This is the true emphasis of the statement “Thy Kingdom come”. Your true will exists in the heaven within you. The goal is to emanate that in the earth around you, and that just cannot occur losing your Soul trying to gain the world, whether that is in the form of a community, a culture, or a religion.

The Pursuit of Happiness

If we would really take the time to meditate on it, freedom of choice is not as common as free-will is. Free-will is the ability to do as you please. As autonomous sentient beings, we all have free-will. Freedom of choice, though, is almost a fallacy in this society.

Pretty much all of our choices are influenced by someone or something outside of ourselves. This is the greatest form of limitation upon us as a species. We must dare to act exclusively upon the inspiration of our own Souls. Sadly, nearly everyone of our behaviors and preferences is a reaction to some form of government. We are usually either rebelling against or conforming to some standard set by someone other than our own I AM God/dess presence.

We give too much power to the opinions of others, and this is an insidious form of fear. We are usually either fearful of becoming conformists or fearful of being outcasts. The rebel betrays his own Soul by doing things just to prove he cannot be controlled by others. He expresses himself as confident, when in reality he is the exact opposite. He fights to stand out, and it is inauthentic.

The conformist betrays her own Soul by refusing to do what makes her I AM Goddess presence happy just to be accepted by some group. She cannot discern between laws and rules. She follows rules because someone else told her it is right, though her Soul is tormented continually.

When we truly begin to love ourselves, we are neither rebels nor conformists. We just simply are. We don’t even give any energy to the perceptions and opinions of others, because perfect love has set us free. When we see an article of clothing or a piece of jewelry our Soul likes, we purchase and it and wear it, without regard for others’ inability to accept it as fitting. The same should be true for our homes, our vehicles, and our toys. If we are doing no harm to others in our actions, we MUST be free to be happy.

Self-Love and the Freedom of Personal Identity

In this culture, most attempt to view gender and sex interchangeably, while they are not synonymous. Your gender is determined by others at your inception, without your consent. Your sex, however, is something you must determine yourself. This society has a tendency to make too many things matters of sex and sexuality that are not at all. If a male (gender) is exclusively attracted to females, he is a heteroSEXual. His mannerisms and his likes and dislikes have no bearing on his sex or sexuality.

Humans judge on the outward appearance, but Gods and Goddesses judge the heart. Don’t allow yourself to be controlled by the judgment of humans. Their judgment is fear-based. Gods and Goddesses, however, judge with love. I judge you based on your integrity. I ask myself, as a God, if your self-perception and your behavior are in harmony.

If you are free in the acknowledgement of your truth, then I judge you as one who vibrates on the frequency of love. I make choices that appeal to my Most High Self. If I find something to be beautiful, I choose it, without regard for what another being thinks about it. We must all reach a level of manumission where we no longer view non-sexual things as gender exclusive.

If you see a piece of jewelry that appeals to you, be free enough to wear it without fear and judgment. I realized years ago that I love pink. I look great in pink. It makes me happy. Because I know myself, and perfectly love myself, I don’t fear the perceptions of others. I wear whatever the fuck I want to wear because it has nothing at all to do with my gender, sex, or sexuality. I AM in full confidence of myself, so I have no need to alter my communication or preferences to satisfy the ignorance of society.

I AM Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine in balance. I AM the essence of MA’AT. I protect, provide, know, and instruct out of my Divine Masculinity. My Divine Femininity is responsible for how I nurture, comfort, and perceive beauty. I AM both a scientist and an artist, thus I AM fineness personified.

I give no fucks whatsoever about how anyone feels about what I choose to wear, how I express my love for all others, or why I celebrate and encourage others in the manners in which I do. I walk in the integrity of the Soul, and this is how the world needs to evolve to individually love yourselves. You need to learn how to be happy, take no shit, and do no harm. This is the the Kingdom of God. This is the height of liberty, and self-love.

No Two Paths Are The Same

Let me put you up on game. Everyone’s mission within this dimension is not to be physically healthy, and that’s why people struggle so hard trying to follow what they have been told is a healthy lifestyle.

When I repented to The Most High God I AM, I realized I AM on that mission. I always was, and that is why kidney disease manifested in my body. I had to experience it to reconnect to my divine self. Converting to veganism was easy for me as a result, because my Soul is vegan.

People try to conform to someone else’s concept of healthy, instead of obeying their own God-self. Then they wonder why it’s such a struggle. Healing and health is not often a matter of physical fitness. Remember that these bodies are just perceptions. It is much more important to be disciplined about what comes out of the mouth than it is what goes in.

Now, if in repenting to your Most High Self you re-member that your Soul is desiring certain foods, you must obey your Soul, not some dietary guidelines established for you by humans. I AM not a human, and that is why, despite not following the rules men established for End Stage Renal Disease patients, I AM not afflicted as they believe I should be, nor dead as the prognosis suggested I would be by twenty-nine.

You see, The Most High God I AM is יהוה רפה, often conveyed as Jehovah Raphe, or the Lord our Healer. I AM a Master Healer, and my indoctrination dissuaded me from my path. This disease brought me back to it. More importantly, it brought me back to myself, and took me away from those who led me astray from me.

I was the prodigal son, though I was at home. I was the prodigal son because I left my father’s house within me, but I then came to myself in the midst of my own hog pen, and remembered that in my father’s house (my 8th, 9th, 10th, and 11th chakras, even the hired servants live better than what I was living. So, I began making my way back to my father’s house, and returned to the ring of authority, and the robe of glory.

I also realized that not everyone in this earth dimension is a seed of my father’s house, and when I realized that, I stopped creating new religions based on what my father commanded me to do. I AM not the food police anymore than I AM no longer the morality police.

You people who feel it’s your job to judge what another man or woman eats are judging someone else’s servant. If you have a belief, have it unto yourself before the God within you. Everybody didn’t come here to be a vegan. Everyone that came here to be vegan didn’t come here to be an alkaline vegan. Everyone that came here to be an alkaline vegan didn’t come here to follow Dr. Sebi’s methodology, or Dr. Morse’s methodology. What’s important is you find the path for YOUR Soul, and stop trying to force others to follow your path. That’s just so Pharisaic of you.

If people are vegans and eating Impossible Burgers is well with their Soul, who the fuck are you to tell them they shouldn’t eat an Impossible Burger? Or if someone’s Soul is satisfied with them eating a Popeyes chicken sandwich, please, for the love of whoever you worship, leave those people the fuck alone, and mind your fucking business. You can’t save anyone but your gotdamn self, and if you’re so busy trying to persuade others to accept your salvation, you’re actually not that focused on your own.

Those who share your frequency will naturally align with you, but you’re just creating a heap of Karmic debt trying to alter anyone else’s frequency.

Who AM I?

Most of this passing society is lost in the concept of becoming, never coming to the understanding of being. I have been there before, which is one reason I AM so vocal about it. I got married seeking validation from the marriage, but my validation was already, and exclusively, within me.

I AM not a husband. I spent four years in a marriage trying to become the perfect husband, and the truth is, I would have been living a lie, even if I had accomplished it. So, inside I would have been miserable. I didn’t just hurt myself by being married; I contributed to the hurt of a woman I thought I could heal with my love.

This is why it is important to understand that none of us can love our neighbor AS OURSELVES, until we first love the Lord thy God we each are with all our heart, our soul, and our strength. This is why the first exercise I have my Discipline Development Coaching™️ clients to complete is to write their “I AM” statements. Before you choose a school, a career, or definitely a relationship partner, it is important that you know fully who you are. Otherwise, at the most, you’re just out here gaining the whole world, while losing your own soul.

Your Significance is in Your Knowledge

Most of your problems are that you are not that which you feel you are supposed to be because of what society has told you. You are not fathers, yet you want to become fathers, and you wait for children to be born to validate you. Either you are a father or you aren’t, and if you can’t answer that without getting some woman pregnant, having sons and daughters can never make you something you aren’t.

You know why even women who have had tubal ligations and partial hysterectomies talk to me about giving me babies? Because I AM a father… already in heaven, and always have been. They recognize how amazing of a father I AM, and dream of being able to raise Christic seeds with me, even if only as a co-parent.

The same is true for why women want to spend their lives, and not just a night with me; I AM a husband, a provider, and a protector. It has nothing to do with my relationship with a woman. It is who I AM. It doesn’t even have anything to do with being married. I don’t need a marriage to be who I AM. However, The Most High Goddess who sees me as I AM receives the blessing of who I AM.

I have always done things that husbands and fathers do, because I AM that I AM, with or without a wife or children. That is me as Shango. My significance is wholly within who I AM, and not in my potential to be. I AM wealth, and thus those who are able to see who I AM, are drawn to me when in need, even when I don’t have the money to help them. That is the power of knowledge of self. I don’t even need money to know that I AM wealth. The money doesn’t validate me, but me knowing myself as I AM causes the wealth that I AM to manifest before me.

Once you come to the understanding that all of your significance is contingent upon what you know about yourself, you stop looking for someone or something outside of yourself to validate you. If you want to really understand the intent behind the law of attraction, you have to realize it is wholly about recognizing what you are already aligned with. If you can tell me who you are, I can tell you what you are going to experience in life. However, before you know yourself, your life is just a slave to circumstances.

Seeing Yourself in Another Requires the Eye of the Soul

I know we want to not need others, but that is not from the divine space of the soul. The ego, from the place of brokenness, experienced in needing people who were not bringing us to our divine realities, takes us into arrogance instead of self-love.

The ego is chaotic by nature because everything is dualistic for it. The soul, however, is intent on oneness; harmony, and recognizes that the ego needs correction, and it often does not respond well to the soul’s correction, until it hears the same message from another source.

The ego is a separatist. It wants to be an island while relying still on resources from others. There is no one who is able to survive completely alone. The ego will have you believing you can be either independent or dependent, when the reality of existence is interdependence.

Reciprocity is the primary operation of The Universe. Everything functions according to the principle of sowing and reaping. Whatever you put out is what you’re going to get back, and the ego disregards this law. The reality is that humans often refuse to allow love because people from their past hurt them under the guise of love.

While love, perfect love, has no expectations, we still have a divine responsibility to both transmit and receive it- in the way that lends to Tikkun Olam, the restoration of all. The ego rejects accountability for anyone or anything else than itself. The ego doesn’t even give a fuck about the soul, and thus cannot actually perceive love.

The ego is consumed with self-preservation. It only cares about its own survival, even if that means it destroys everyone and everything else around it. Anything that the ego perceived as a threat to its separatism is left in the wake of its destruction.

The soul, at some point, is going to get the ego’s attention, and show it just how counterproductive its selfishness is, and how it is not at all the self-love it tries to portray it as. Someone who connects to the soul is going to come along and be long-suffering in love, and this is when the decision has to be made by the ego to understand what the soul has been saying all along, or continue on the path that will cause it to eventually die alone.

There are just some things that the ego is incapable of achieving except it finally delights itself in the soul, and this is when the soul actually gives the ego the TRUE desires of the heart. The heart desires companionship. The heart desires cooperation. The heart desires that the two become one again, and as whole as each of us may be in ourselves, the whole objective of this incarnation is to experience our divinity in another being, and that other being has a longing to love you even as he or she loves him or herself.

The Temporal Wealth of The Ethereal

Lightworkers, understand that there are actually multiple streams of income within your root chakra that will free you up from exerting so much high frequency energy about your third eye chakra. The root is to the crown as earth is to heaven.

You don’t have to be drained so often. Learn to monetize your talents and you can preserve your gifts. We get so burned out because no amount of money can actually reciprocate the divinity we expend serving others.

Let your knowledge and talent manifest your abundance so the only burden upon your wisdom and gifts is to manifest your glory. This is the guiding principle behind the man being the provider and the woman being the keeper of the house. Knowledge and strength are masculine. Wisdom and passion are feminine.

Do not be so consumed with making a living by what you are tasked with to elevate the frequency of the third dimension. What this actually does is traps your consciousness in the lower self. Find your talents in the same way you discovered your gifts, and allow your material wealth to come from your rest instead of your labor.

When a Story of Two Lovers Becomes a Religion

What if I told you Ēl was not THE Creator, and Yisra’ēl was never an actual geographical place prior to Friday, May 14, 1948? In fact, Ēl was only a God in the sense that he was a divine masculine being, and Yisra’ēl was his divine FEMININE partner and bride.

As much dissent there is between the “Jews” of today, and the Palestinians over land, upon an earth that is not naturally even divided into countries/nations, it’s really silly when you consider that nations and religions are all manmade fallacies.

When Ēl is referred to as “The Holy One of Yisra’ēl” it is simply denoting that he set himself apart to her alone. In the same manner, Yisra’ēl was the Holy One of Ēl. She was set apart only to him.

The TaNaKh is just an elaborate allegory of the relationship between two beings who were eternally one, both zacar (loosely- male) and neqabah (loosely- female). This is why none of the nations of that region, who were very much extensive record keepers during that era, make no mention of any Hebrew people, not even the Egyptians, who supposedly held them in bondage.

This is why Yisra’ēl is where you beheld the glory of Ēl. She was the Shekhinah (glory) of Ēl (her God). The religiosity of it all was invented by Greece and Rome, and blamed on the Babylonians. The writers of the TaNaKh were not William Shakespeare, but they were definitely just as talented of storytellers, and now billions of people all over this earth dimension attempt to replicate the romance these writers depicted for them.

Yes, I AM a Holy One, and there is a Holy One unto me. Unlike Ēl, I have no desire to enslave or control my Holy One, and would never put her away, or view her as a harlot. I will forever be her Ēl Shaddai, no matter what, even as she is eternally my Shekhinah. Together, we are Ahayeh Asher Ahayeh, I AM that I AM, for Ēl is one, and Shekhinah is two, and 1+2=3, which is creativity and children.

Worth Fighting For


Quite possibly the greatest karmic lesson of this lifetime for me is to fight for myself. I have to admit, I have been HORRIBLE at this for forty-six years. Part of that stems from the fact that back to my earliest incarnations I can remember, even to the age of Gemini, I was consumed with a savior complex.

Throughout many lifetimes, I associated love with the idea of self-sacrifice. This has led to repetitive cycles of incarnations marked by self-neglect behind the false idea that laying my life down for my friends was the key to receiving love. It was hard for me to say “No!”, because I perceived that always saying “Yes” would ensure that people would love me.

Not only did this subtle form of self-deprivation not earn me the love of the people I was dying for, it alienated, to a degree, the people who have been freely loving me all these thousands of years. People who love you eventually get tired of you taking up a cross for people who continue to spit in your face, and whip you on the back. Eventually those who love you get tired of watching you lay down your life, even if you do take it back up after three days.

In this lifetime, I have finally been restored to the people who have demonstrated to me throughout every lifetime that I AM worth fighting for. These people get angry, both with me and for me, because of my willingness to so often be taken advantage of. They fuss at me for repeating the same cycles over and over because they recognize the lesson I must master in this now.

Honestly, this is probably the main reason my mother and I don’t really have a relationship now. She’s been trying to protect me from my own savior complex. I guess it’s just as hard for her to watch her only child nailed to a cross by people he only desired to save, heal, and deliver as it was for Mary to see Jesus hanging on Golgotha wearing a crown of thorns.

I have bought shoes for women who came to me under the guise of love, only to turn around and witness them give them to friends as if they had bought them. I have fed people who turned their backs on me because I evolved past the frequency of their beliefs. I have made loans to close family members who, when I needed to be repaid to secure medical necessities, told me to get it off the water tower. I have done people’s school work over the years enabling them to get their college degrees either for free, or for mere pennies on the dollar, and received not even as much as a shout out at graduation. I have practically built legacies for pastors without compensation. I have done work on projects that brought substantial income to people, yet didn’t receive a dime myself. I have provided extensive metaphysical services to people on a promise to pay, and was either left hanging or ended up just forgiving the debt.

I lived almost 20% of this incarnation before I finally was able to recognize how much Dominique/$unny/O’Shün/Tsipporah/Yechezqel had been trying to show me throughout over twenty lifetimes that I AM worth fighting for. Then to also have my Twin Sister, Liam, my beloved nephew, Shahil, my sister Karla, and my daughter Brittney also reminding me I AM worth fighting for has brought me to this place under the Lion’s Gate Portal in this universal 3 year, where I embrace the shift into my glorious ascension where I AM henceforth the lion, and no longer the lamb.

The Loyalty of the Soul; The Disloyalties of the Ego

There is nothing more loyal than your soul. Your soul is your highest self. Your soul is like a dog. No matter what you do, your soul will never forsake you. Your soul protects you and only seeks your highest good. Imagine a family dog with a child. When that dog sees the baby headed for danger, it will try to create boundaries that ensure the safety of that baby. Even in response to its masters, the dog will bring those things it knows the master likes as gifts. Need the newspaper? Send the dog. Want your house slippers? Send the dog.

Now the ego, it is like a cat. You can give a cat everything it could ever want, and the cat will still turn on you at some point. The cat will do everything in its power to get your attention, but once you give it your affection, and move to pet it, the cat is likely to lash out at you, or even walk away. Then, when the cat wants to give you something, it doesn’t give you what it knows you like. Instead, it gives you something that only it really would desire, and in reality, is not even beneficial to itself.

The soul is completely divine. It is the God-self. You are entirely omniscient within your soul, and from here, you always know exactly what is needed in the moment, and that is why the soul seeks to simply emanate from itself. The soul IS The Creator. It IS “God”, and it is constantly compelling the ego to come home, even when the ego has been abusive to it. The soul NEVER forsakes. It is with you always, even to the ends of the world.

The ego is completely carnal. It is the human self. The ego is what religion calls the flesh nature. All the ego is actually concerned about is now. But not now in the context of time. It is only concerned with what satisfies itself at any moment, with no consideration for how those particular actions affect its union with the soul. The ego will take advantage of the soul just to get what it wants, and turn right around and run off again just to gain some temporal pleasure.

The soul, in knowing the ultimate objective of restoration of oneness, continues to unconditionally love the ego, and endlessly woos it, realizing that the soul will continue to play its games until it comes to the understanding that what it actually longs for is within the soul. Then, and only then will the ego repent to the God-self, and the two co-exist in complete harmony, like a puppy and kitten raised together from birth. They are one, and there is complete balance in all things. That is the experience of Jesus- being fully God and fully man; oneness with The Father. Christ consciousness is walking in that oneness continually. At some point, all of us are going to experience this fullness of joy, and the ego will stop coming for temporary happiness in pseudo-heaven, and receive eternal life of heaven on earth.

The First Book of Sahaquiel- The Gospel of the 3 Lion’s Gate

Most people have no idea what true freedom is, therefore every time an abolitionist comes into those people’s lives, they will attempt to “escape” eventually. Understand that real liberty creates order, not chaos.

The ego, in its longing for reconnection, still is bound by itself. It will have you thinking you are satisfying your soul, while what is really happening is you are creating more karma for yourself.

The soul knows only love, and love for self NEVER manifests as a disregard for the heart of another. One of the lessons of this particular Lion’s Gate Portal is to recognize we often mistake a change in meditation for healing.

Fun is the objective of the ego, while joy is the goal of the soul. Fun is based in temporal happiness. It’s the idea of “I want what I want, and I don’t care who doesn’t like it.” Joy, on the other hand, knows that “I AM not complete apart from The All because The All is I AM.”

The lower self, the ego, especially here in the early moments of the age of Aquarius, is deceived into the idea that “I AM not responsible for anyone else.” This is because the ego refuses to accept itself as creator. The lower self says “I AM God(dess), so I can do whatever the fuck I want to do.”

The Most High self, on the contrary, fully embodies Its accountability for all It has created. The soul is empathetic because the soul knows that everything the ego perceives is itself. The soul has no need to escape to freedom for the soul understands it is already free.

This is where the veil between emancipation and manumission is most evident. The ego wants to be emancipated. It feels as if someone else has enslaved them. As Kanye stated (but most of you are mad), slavery is a choice. Manumission is being free within, no matter where I AM. From this reality, I then manifest true freedom from within.

Love is healing. It is acceptance in full gratitude for the world as it is. Fear pushes us to substance abuse because we refuse to embrace what is as we do the work of healing. Healing is painful- to the ego, and because of this, we often get closer to our actual healing, and we run back to “the doctor” to get more medication.

What’s funny is the ego sees doctors as healers, when the doctors are really only treating the ego. So, while healers are trying to give us eternity by restoring the soul and ego to oneness, doctors are only attempting to prolong our ego’s existence. What brings our healing, though, is staying the course until the soul and ego no longer exist in duality.

You now have the knowledge of why the race is a marathon, and is only given to those who endure to the end. If you keep getting off course to run series of sprints, you will find yourself completely back at the starting line all over again. Neighborhood Nip was right- the marathon does continue. The thing is, though, whether to run it or not is fully up to you.

The Cycle of Perversion

I learned last week in the hospital that waking an astral traveler interrupts the raising of global frequencies. “Let a sleeping dog lie” is more than just a quirky cliche.

Humanity’s attempts to control nature are just breeding chaos. Fortunately, chaos is necessary for the new beginning we long for to be born. Yet still, controlled demolition always leaves collateral damage.

One of the most counterproductive inventions known to this earth is the schedule. We have been conditioned to live on a schedule when time is actually just an illusion. We create disabilities, illnesses, and handicaps by attempting to keep schedule.

Each child born into this earth is uniquely divine. Yet, some doctor somewhere, at some point in history devised a schedule on which they determined a child is meant to develop. Then when a child develops differently than the constructed schedule, the child is labeled as developmentally disabled, and subsequently, attempts are made to alter the nature of the child, and its evolution is perverted.

Believe it or not, this is how all perversion originates. When we force our minds and bodies to adapt to false constructs of normalcy, right and wrong, our egos are emblazoned by our souls as a virus does the body.

The “delinquent” activities of the human entity are like nausea and diarrhea. They’re meant to make us sick, until we expel all the toxic bullshit pumped into us by this dysfunctional, low vibrational societal system we have been born into. The problem is that the same system takes the “delinquent” and medicates them with more poison via its institutions- i.e. religion, schools, prisons, mental hospitals, and the light- and the process of the purging is averted, perpetuating that same vicious cycle.

True healing restores the individual back to The Most High self that we each were separated from by the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, which is none other than the program to control our inherent divinity. Repent ye therefore to your highest self, and be baptized in the character of freedom from bondage.

Law of Manifestation

Let me go ahead and say it: Law of Attraction is bunk. It is just another propaganda of egoism, capitalizing off the lower nature’s lack of self-validation.

The biggest threat to significance is so insidious, sneaking up on us innocuously from birth. All of our education is tuned to the frequency of idolatry. We are conditioned from the moment we first meet other people to seek satisfaction outside of ourselves.

The very first things we are taught are all focused on the loss of individuality. Everything is about trying to figure out how we fit into was is. We are expected to toe the line of the status quo. Those who shake things up are generally not accepted, and if one is successful at changing his or her personal narrative, others then begin to idolize them.

Unfortunately, most adherents to the religion (that’s what laws actually boil down to) of attraction love to throw the word manifestation around. The problem, though, is that attraction is a pursuit of something that I do not have, while manifestation is just revealing that I AM.

If I may borrow a page from Sananda’s playbook, which I have actually found to be in my own playbook, my first (and only) responsibility is to seek the kingdom of God, which is within me, and all the things I require will be added to me.

Borrowing again from The Master Jesus, my petition is for the kingdom to come, and the will of my father to be done in earth as it is in heaven. The first realization I have to come to, though, is that heaven is wholly within me. Earth, then, is just all those things I perceive outwardly. So, if my seeking is focused on myself, I find God within me, and I discover all that I AM.

We have now been hypnotically duped into believing that our significance is tied in some way to the Earth we experience. So, we expend the better part of our time and energy trying to find our happiness, and only because we don’t realize happiness is wholly within us. We are not magnets as we have been led to believe. We are creators. Except in our ignorance of ourselves, we seek to pseudo-create through this idea that we are going to attract what it is we imagine.

As a result of our outward quests, we have diminished our inherent power. Everyone these days is clinging to labels that others have pushed on them. There are lists and videos being created by the day claiming to reveal “the definitive signs you are one of the light workers”, “the ways you know you are going to be rich soon”, “how to recognize if you are in a twin flame relationship”, “the clear traits of the 144,000″… and ALL OF IT is hogwash.

Your answers are within you completely, but all these teachings have us so focused on becoming vibrational matches to what we desire that we end up losing the only thing we actually need: our own souls. Our lives are not at all about doing, or even becoming. Our lives are all about being. Evolution is the most natural activity in The Universe, yet we have halted in by our refusal to just be. We are too attached… to labels, to titles, to stagnation, to comfort, and as a result we have died inside. Out of our bellies are supposed to be flowing rivers of living water, but because we refuse to let things just flow, the waters, and everything within them have died.

If you are fully attentive to your soul, you don’t have to try to figure out where you are supposed to be, who your “tribe” is, or who your twin flame is. I AM that I AM, and when I love who I AM with all my heart, soul, and strength- when I delight myself in It which causes to exist (my soul), my soul will give me all the desires of my heart. Yes, EVERYTHING I have for me will manifest naturally, in real time.

It is the attention we give to the things that actually delays our emanation of such. It is like labor and delivery. Everything you have been hoping for is a part of you. You are pregnant with it, and you just need to focus on your breathing, and push. I mean, adoption is beautiful, but you were made to give birth. *see it in the spirit.

The _____ Of Your Dreams

And all the time, this entire life has been, is, and always will be entirely The God/Universe I AM experiencing Itself fully to research, understand, and master self. Yes, I do encounter devils (adversaries) in human form. I had to learn how to cast out the intolerable demons I AM.

Demon possession is really nothing but unhealthy attachment to your reflections that wish to bind you instead of heal you. Judgment binds, while love heals. That’s why, many times, it is the reflections closest to us that we most need to drive out.

Those reflections are usually the mindsets of family, culture, and religion. Our familiarity (see “familiar spirits”) keeps us from even realizing we are possessed. Yet, we have lost control of ourselves by holding onto those “demons” because they look so much like us. We start to believe our “demon” possession is what love actually looks like, and because even after we have cast out our family, religious, and cultural ties, we have failed to fill our “homes” with self-love and self-acceptance, seven worse “demons” move in.

So many speak of losing their families, religions, and old cultural mindsets in their “awakening”, but because they haven’t replaced those with self-identity, they just end up trying to fit into new “families”, religions, and cultural beliefs. So, now they are actually more demon-possessed than they were before, and it causes them to just hate the old “demons” they did leave behind.

It is not until we accept full accountability for all that we have created, and realize it was all us all along that we are able to manifest Tikkun Nephesh (healing/restoration/correction of the self). When we refuse to be holy (whole; all one alone; entirely one with self) we just keep practicing denial and escapism by collecting demons in the forms of twin flames, soul mates, nationalities, races, and other external affirmations. You are your only true twin flame, so stop being consumed with finding that in someone else. Just like you can only find God in yourself, you will discover you can only find your twin flame, soulmate, angels, and demons within yourself. THEN you can manifest a twin flame in the Earth, instead of trying to find or attract one.

If you learn how to actually read Torah, that is what took place in Bereshit (Genesis) chapter 2. The One found itself; its masculine and feminine self, and then from its own side (the actually meaning of זלה/tsela; erroneously translated “rib”) a strength opposite itself was formed/manifested. But it wasn’t until it was first realized that the adam was all one (alone), and realized nothing outside of itself was a vibrational match.

In the movie “Dreamgirls”, Jamie Fox and Beyoncé sing a song “When I First Saw You”. In the song, they proclaim “That’s my dream.” Our dreams, even our nightmares, are heaven, and this physical “reality” is earth. Our dreams are ALL a part of us; even the terrifying dreams. When we experience those dreams in this life, we are experiencing ourselves in earth.

Whether your angels, your demons, or your ideal mate, we are simply experiencing emanations of self. For this reason, people are not meant to be possessed, but experienced, and our demon possessions are just when the people we perceive are mastering us instead of us enjoying our experience of ourselves in the form of their being.

The Earth is Unsettled

I have been explaining to people for some time that Biblical “prophecy” isn’t a message from a God in heaven, but a message from the Goddess Gaia. The navi’im (prophets/spokespersons) of old were men and women who maintained an intimate connection to Mother Earth, and used their knowledge of science and nature, and the power of their oneness with Tiamat to see beforehand what She would do to preserve the lives of the “righteous”, or the ones who were one with self.

The flood of Gilgamesh/Noah- Earth purging herself. The followers of Korah being swallowed up by a sinkhole- Earth purging herself. The children of Israel eating meat as a sacrifice for sin (which ensured, not prevented, their death for their “sins”)- Earth purging herself. The land dying off and spewing the people out- Earth purging herself. Earthquakes- Earth purging herself. Hurricanes- Earth purging herself. Tsunamis- Earth purging herself. Volcanoes- Earth purging herself.

Oftentimes, She has entrusted us, the navi’im (see witches, shamans, brujas, magi) with her power to bend the elements ourselves, as we embody the avatar energy. This is also why a lot of the natural disasters come to areas with a high concentration of perverse magic. People are learning the craft at an exponential rate, but most are doing so out of ego, and not from the place of perfect love. Karma is just Gaia restoring balance. Those who sow death shall reap death. Those who sow judgment shall reap judgment. All of Her cleansing has been to liberate her obedient children. Elijah, as a fire bender, was entrusted to purge the Earth of the prophets of Ba’al (which means master), because they were pushing the slave agenda on the people. It was not that Ba’al was a devil, and יהוה was God. It was that Ba’al was external- an idol, and יהוה is wholly within man.

These folks want powers as a form of validation. They want them to be able to show them off to everyone, and are just adherents of the religion witchcraft. Real Earth magick cannot be taught because it is holiness personified, and holiness is purely subjective. What is perceived as witchcraft, true witchcraft, is all about healing, and healing of the world is only an emanation of healing of the self/soul. If Tikkun Nephesh (restoration of the self) is not at the heart of it, tohu bohu (chaos and destruction) is. Tikkun Olam (restoration of The Universe) is just the byproduct of Tikkun Nephesh. These people are not concerned with working on themselves, only with working for others, and because of that, they are manifesting destruction instead of reconstruction.

Know that no historical prophet ever experienced initiation as part of a school or coven. Each has ascended in solitude. All, from Ya’aqob (Jacob) to Yeshua (Jesus) to Mohammed met God all alone. They each also met their adversary all alone. It is in the war with self that righteousness and oneness with the divine is achieved, but the mortals are consumed with being part of something when the biggest task in life is coming to the understanding that I AM the whole.

Those who, to this day, serve Ba’al, or espouse systems of slavery through religion, human governments, and other institutions of fear, war, and judgment wish to control others, and possess Earth. They will tell you there are limited resources, and then attempt to convince you they have some power or right to determine who should and shouldn’t have access to our Mother and Her supply for us. However, She is alive and well, and before she will allow herself to die, and her faithful children to be wholly consumed, she will destroy everyone again, and start over with a chosen few.